Post by Jaysen on Sept 14, 2009 5:29:02 GMT -5
( A "Streak" is what a group of Tigers is called)
Jaslene Russell is curled up tightly on the bed like she was when Tarnek left. She is looking right at Jay with half-lidded eyes.
Tarnek Vollmar silently ascends the stairs of the pack house looking over to see if Jas was awake, he walked over and quietly whispered "Hello Jas... it's me again
Jaslene Russell flinches slowly as she looks over and see Tarnek. Her expression is one of surprise as if she didn't expect to see Tarnek a second time.
Tarnek Vollmar sighs heavily "I'm sorry Jas, I should not have left you earlier, that was my mistake, how are you feeling?"
Jaslene Russell blinks as she tries to wipe the surprised look off her face as her unemotional one started to rise. "The same as before..." However, her face seemed cleaner than it was when he first came in.
Jaysen Silvercloud sleeps like a dead thing, hardly any movement except for his breathing
Tarnek Vollmar look her over and frowns though he didn't say what he was thinking "It was my fault, I am sorry, and I should not have left you" he steps over by the bed, hoping he did not wake Jaysen because he'd
probably be unhappy to see Tarnek so close to Jas
Jaslene Russell slowly shakes her head. Her voice was soft as she slowly rose to sit up again, "don't apologize...it....it is my fault for...being too hard to talk to..."
Tarnek Vollmar looks at her his hand running through his hair pushing it back "You can't be blamed for what was done to you, it's not your fault, it's theirs"
Jaslene Russell stiffened completely. The unemotional mask was slowly sliding off her face revealing one of disbelief. "How....how is it not my fault...? How...? When I knew...just what he looked like...when I knew...what he did... And I...I didn't fight hard enough...to stop him..."
Tarnek Vollmar sighed heavily and knelt down to Jas's eye level "I've been in that situation, fighting would have made it worse for you both, there are times when control is beyond your ability Jas, and its horrible, and terrifying, but it's not your fault"
Jaslene Russell slowly shakes her head as she starts to tremble slightly. "I...I can't let go... I have to...to have to be..." Jas tries to look away from Tarnek.
Tarnek Vollmar reaches out and grab her shoulder "No you don't have to be responsible, blaming yourself has no point, it is hurting you and it's hurting Jay, and neither of you need that"
Jaysen Silvercloud sensing activity near him he slowly awakes. He feels like he was hit by a passing UPS van with a lead footed driver late for a pedicure. He blinks his eyes in the dim light. Hearing voices, he rolls
his head to the side facing Tarnek. his head still sleep hazed he gives a garbled greeting "mmhey Tarnnik"
Jaslene Russell had flinched when Tarnek touched her should but she almost jumped hearing Jaysen
waking up. It made her realize what she had been doing and her unemotional face came back up
except the concern for Jay in her eyes.
Tarnek Vollmar looks down letting out a long heavy breath "Hey Jay" he let his hand move away from
Jas's shoulder "Trust me, nothing that happened to either of you is your fault Jas" he realized there was a hole in that but he didn't mention it
Jaysen Silvercloud leaning his head on his hand he tries, though with difficulty, to fully wake up. his eyes are weary, even a touch melancholy but the smile is sincere, if fatigued. His eyes are a touch red from his night of emotional turmoil
Jaslene Russell shudders slightly as she whispers while closing her eyes, "I just...don't see...how that's possible...I can't be..." Jas stopped herself abruptly at the end of the sentence.
Tarnek Vollmar looks back up at Jas's eyes not expecting to see much "You can't be what?"
Jaysen Silvercloud rises to a slouched cross-legged sit on the bed next to Jas, his head hanging down.
he sighs and blinks his eyes repeatedly. He cocks his head from side to side cracking his neck.
"what are we all talking about this evening?"
Jaslene Russell's eyes open slowly again but now they are filled with a deep sadness that starts to wave off her slightly. Tarnek would only barely be able to feel it but Jay would truly feel it. Jas drew her legs up against herself tightly as she wrapped her arms around them. Her voice was shaky as she spoke, "I...I can't be...weak..."
Tarnek Vollmar sighs heavily again leaning in to whisper to Jas "You are not weak, trust me, someone
who can stand up to me is not weak at all. Being strong doesn't mean you can't be overpowered, you can't
always be in control of everything, that's the nature of life as one of us. People don't all exactly like us"
Jaysen Silvercloud reaches out to her, extending his beasts calm to envelope her in its embrace. He echoes that embrace with his arms and hold hers close his face along the side of her head, he whispers into her ear
"You're not alone, WE, can help now" He nuzzles her hair
Jaslene Russell started to shudder harder as she was taken in by Jaysen's embrace. She felt the calm coming from Jaysen and not only touching her but her beast as well. Her eyes were starting to tear up again. Her face finally had that look of someone who was starting to accept the truth she was being given.
Tarnek Vollmar sensed jay's beast surprised he had that much control already, he reached out to Jas
with his as well "please, let us help you"
Jaysen Silvercloud nods into her hair then looks up at Tarnek but speaks to Jas "Yes Jas, you are hurting yourself by holding this all in" he pauses, "you are hurting me too"
Jaslene Russell finally everything slipped away on her face that wasn't real. All that was left on her face was her fear, depression and a bit of anger as her tears started their free flow down her cheeks. She was all ready on the brink of sobbing.
Tarnek Vollmar reaches out to place his hand back on Jas his beast trying to aid him in comforting her "It's all right Jas, you can let go"
Jaysen Silvercloud gently increasing his embrace slowly rocking her, the bed making a slight creak as their weight shifts
Jaslene Russell gave herself over to her sobbing as she crumpled against Jaysen like she needed his support to sit up.
Tarnek Vollmar watched doing what he could but letting Jaysen take most of it at this point
Jaysen Silvercloud lets his beast fully surround her, giving strength, calm and love as only his beast could now that it was truly a part of himself. what seem to be tears trail down his cheeks. His eyes not human. he whispers I am here for you, Tarnek is here, many here love you Jas, we grieve when you are like this, please come back to us. We can get through the pain."
Jaslene Russell's shudders with her wracking sobs finally revealing all of the pain and sadness she had been holding onto in her need to be strong...for everyone. Jas heard Jaysen's voice break through her sadness and she slowly nodded against him. Her arms wound around him and hugged him tightly, "I...I...need help..."
Tarnek Vollmar smiles slightly "What do you think we're here for Jas?" he hoped she was finally though the worst of it
Jaysen Silvercloud embraces her and kisses her forehead "it's OK Jas, we are here, and we will help you all we can, but you have to meet us part way". He gives her a genuine smile his feline eyes sparkle in the dim light "I cannot walk your road for you, but I can walk with you"
Jaslene Russell's crying began to calm slightly as she looked up to Jay and saw his feline eyes. The words of those around her hit her and for the first time...a faint smile crossed her face that leaked into her eyes. Jas's words were filled with determination now, "I'll do my best..." she gave Jay a kiss and was as gentle and quick as possible but it just came out as more forceful than intended and too quick before she pulled away.
Tarnek Vollmar realizes it's not his place to join jay in embracing Jas physically but he let his beast reach out and envelop her and Jay completely a feeling of calm spreading from him
Jaysen Silvercloud closes his eyes and smiles, feeling Tarnek's beast join his as they embrace Jas, giving her strength and affection. It is a warm safe feeling he never realized he was missing. He knew it with just Jas but that was different, this felt like home.
Tavian Galbraith walks up the stairs quietly
Jaslene Russell's tears finally dried up but only because of the affection she had flowing into her from the two here with her. Jas snuggles up to Jaysen feeling more contentment than she had ever felt.
Tarnek Vollmar smiles seeing Jas start to improve, he keeps sending a feeling of calm through his beast giving Jas his affections as best he could, as much as he'd prefer physical contact he wagered Jaysen
wouldn't have that
Jaysen Silvercloud sensing Tarnek’s hesitation just looks at him and shakes his head slightly, the smile wordlessly letting him know he is welcome and need not feel apart. He notes the Doctor and gives him a
smile, his feline eyes catching the light "hello Doctor"
Jaslene Russell only glances to the doctor but she still snuggled against Jaysen not wanting to move.
Tarnek Vollmar sits down on the bed next to Jas intentionally brushing up against her paying more
attention to her and Jay than anything else, He smiled down at Jas hoping neither she nor jay would protest as he placed an arm around her his beast feeling ever that much stronger with the contact
Jaysen Silvercloud gives Tarnek a smile, more open nodding he glances over to the doctor.
Tavian Galbraith smiles, "Hello Jaysen" he glances at Jas, "I came to check on that cast of yours Ms. Russell" He examines the cast and exposed tissues at the edges, noting marked improvement, "I think you can come by tomorrow and get this thing taken off" he smiles "I'm sure it has been an inconvenience"
Jaslene Russell flashes a smile to the doctor that doesn’t falter even as Tarnek lays down behind her and wraps his arm over her, "sounds good to me." Jas makes a sound close to a purr as she allows her beast to come out and join Tarnek's and Jaysen's.
Tarnek Vollmar nods to the doctor knowing Jas would be glad to be rid of that thing, hearing Jas's purring he starts to purr too, the feel of her beast adding to the moment, he lays along side Jas down nuzzling and rubbing against her gently
Jaysen Silvercloud leans in to Jas, he is scenting her hair, basically ignoring the Doctor as he works .
Tavian Galbraith smiles again, looking a bit tired, "Well good people I am off to get a bath, food and sleep, hopefully in that order" He gets up and stretches. He notes with mild curiosity at this little gathering but
decides it's none of his business " you all have a good evening and Miss Russell, I'll see you tomorrow.” He
smiles and with a slight bow , he turns and heads down the stairs.
Jaslene Russell purrs softly as she nuzzles up between Tarnek and Jaysen. Jas closes her eyes as she and her beast revel in the smells and the feeling of both tigers as her beast reached out to both of them to draw them closer.
Tarnek Vollmar allows his beast to indulge in the sensations, not denying Jas's call to be drawn closer
as he wraps his arm around her tighter pulling himself against her starting to purr a little louder
Jaysen Silvercloud cuddles close to Jas and Tarnek, his purring slow but growing in strength, and odd
sensation that makes him smirk. he is lost in the bliss of it all, the warmth and safety he would not have
imagined. He would not have traded this for anything, even the chance to be human again.
Jaslene Russell purrs deeper finding the pressing of her body between the two of them to be supremely soothing. The warmth was making her slightly drowsy as she softly smiled.
Tarnek Vollmar smiles certainly nod displeased at all with the feeling of Jas's form against his, but
suddenly he was hit with how tired he really was, he couldn't guess the time but he knew it was late, he started to drift off gently to the sound of the three of them purring
Jaysen Silvercloud starts to breathe deeper, his face buried in Jas's warm ebon tresses, as he drifts off he mumbles "Grog nom nom Jassy...*snort* " and thus with a smile on his face is lost in blissful sleep.
*~*~End Scene~*~*
Jaslene Russell is curled up tightly on the bed like she was when Tarnek left. She is looking right at Jay with half-lidded eyes.
Tarnek Vollmar silently ascends the stairs of the pack house looking over to see if Jas was awake, he walked over and quietly whispered "Hello Jas... it's me again
Jaslene Russell flinches slowly as she looks over and see Tarnek. Her expression is one of surprise as if she didn't expect to see Tarnek a second time.
Tarnek Vollmar sighs heavily "I'm sorry Jas, I should not have left you earlier, that was my mistake, how are you feeling?"
Jaslene Russell blinks as she tries to wipe the surprised look off her face as her unemotional one started to rise. "The same as before..." However, her face seemed cleaner than it was when he first came in.
Jaysen Silvercloud sleeps like a dead thing, hardly any movement except for his breathing
Tarnek Vollmar look her over and frowns though he didn't say what he was thinking "It was my fault, I am sorry, and I should not have left you" he steps over by the bed, hoping he did not wake Jaysen because he'd
probably be unhappy to see Tarnek so close to Jas
Jaslene Russell slowly shakes her head. Her voice was soft as she slowly rose to sit up again, "don't apologize...it....it is my fault for...being too hard to talk to..."
Tarnek Vollmar looks at her his hand running through his hair pushing it back "You can't be blamed for what was done to you, it's not your fault, it's theirs"
Jaslene Russell stiffened completely. The unemotional mask was slowly sliding off her face revealing one of disbelief. "How....how is it not my fault...? How...? When I knew...just what he looked like...when I knew...what he did... And I...I didn't fight hard enough...to stop him..."
Tarnek Vollmar sighed heavily and knelt down to Jas's eye level "I've been in that situation, fighting would have made it worse for you both, there are times when control is beyond your ability Jas, and its horrible, and terrifying, but it's not your fault"
Jaslene Russell slowly shakes her head as she starts to tremble slightly. "I...I can't let go... I have to...to have to be..." Jas tries to look away from Tarnek.
Tarnek Vollmar reaches out and grab her shoulder "No you don't have to be responsible, blaming yourself has no point, it is hurting you and it's hurting Jay, and neither of you need that"
Jaysen Silvercloud sensing activity near him he slowly awakes. He feels like he was hit by a passing UPS van with a lead footed driver late for a pedicure. He blinks his eyes in the dim light. Hearing voices, he rolls
his head to the side facing Tarnek. his head still sleep hazed he gives a garbled greeting "mmhey Tarnnik"
Jaslene Russell had flinched when Tarnek touched her should but she almost jumped hearing Jaysen
waking up. It made her realize what she had been doing and her unemotional face came back up
except the concern for Jay in her eyes.
Tarnek Vollmar looks down letting out a long heavy breath "Hey Jay" he let his hand move away from
Jas's shoulder "Trust me, nothing that happened to either of you is your fault Jas" he realized there was a hole in that but he didn't mention it
Jaysen Silvercloud leaning his head on his hand he tries, though with difficulty, to fully wake up. his eyes are weary, even a touch melancholy but the smile is sincere, if fatigued. His eyes are a touch red from his night of emotional turmoil
Jaslene Russell shudders slightly as she whispers while closing her eyes, "I just...don't see...how that's possible...I can't be..." Jas stopped herself abruptly at the end of the sentence.
Tarnek Vollmar looks back up at Jas's eyes not expecting to see much "You can't be what?"
Jaysen Silvercloud rises to a slouched cross-legged sit on the bed next to Jas, his head hanging down.
he sighs and blinks his eyes repeatedly. He cocks his head from side to side cracking his neck.
"what are we all talking about this evening?"
Jaslene Russell's eyes open slowly again but now they are filled with a deep sadness that starts to wave off her slightly. Tarnek would only barely be able to feel it but Jay would truly feel it. Jas drew her legs up against herself tightly as she wrapped her arms around them. Her voice was shaky as she spoke, "I...I can't be...weak..."
Tarnek Vollmar sighs heavily again leaning in to whisper to Jas "You are not weak, trust me, someone
who can stand up to me is not weak at all. Being strong doesn't mean you can't be overpowered, you can't
always be in control of everything, that's the nature of life as one of us. People don't all exactly like us"
Jaysen Silvercloud reaches out to her, extending his beasts calm to envelope her in its embrace. He echoes that embrace with his arms and hold hers close his face along the side of her head, he whispers into her ear
"You're not alone, WE, can help now" He nuzzles her hair
Jaslene Russell started to shudder harder as she was taken in by Jaysen's embrace. She felt the calm coming from Jaysen and not only touching her but her beast as well. Her eyes were starting to tear up again. Her face finally had that look of someone who was starting to accept the truth she was being given.
Tarnek Vollmar sensed jay's beast surprised he had that much control already, he reached out to Jas
with his as well "please, let us help you"
Jaysen Silvercloud nods into her hair then looks up at Tarnek but speaks to Jas "Yes Jas, you are hurting yourself by holding this all in" he pauses, "you are hurting me too"
Jaslene Russell finally everything slipped away on her face that wasn't real. All that was left on her face was her fear, depression and a bit of anger as her tears started their free flow down her cheeks. She was all ready on the brink of sobbing.
Tarnek Vollmar reaches out to place his hand back on Jas his beast trying to aid him in comforting her "It's all right Jas, you can let go"
Jaysen Silvercloud gently increasing his embrace slowly rocking her, the bed making a slight creak as their weight shifts
Jaslene Russell gave herself over to her sobbing as she crumpled against Jaysen like she needed his support to sit up.
Tarnek Vollmar watched doing what he could but letting Jaysen take most of it at this point
Jaysen Silvercloud lets his beast fully surround her, giving strength, calm and love as only his beast could now that it was truly a part of himself. what seem to be tears trail down his cheeks. His eyes not human. he whispers I am here for you, Tarnek is here, many here love you Jas, we grieve when you are like this, please come back to us. We can get through the pain."
Jaslene Russell's shudders with her wracking sobs finally revealing all of the pain and sadness she had been holding onto in her need to be strong...for everyone. Jas heard Jaysen's voice break through her sadness and she slowly nodded against him. Her arms wound around him and hugged him tightly, "I...I...need help..."
Tarnek Vollmar smiles slightly "What do you think we're here for Jas?" he hoped she was finally though the worst of it
Jaysen Silvercloud embraces her and kisses her forehead "it's OK Jas, we are here, and we will help you all we can, but you have to meet us part way". He gives her a genuine smile his feline eyes sparkle in the dim light "I cannot walk your road for you, but I can walk with you"
Jaslene Russell's crying began to calm slightly as she looked up to Jay and saw his feline eyes. The words of those around her hit her and for the first time...a faint smile crossed her face that leaked into her eyes. Jas's words were filled with determination now, "I'll do my best..." she gave Jay a kiss and was as gentle and quick as possible but it just came out as more forceful than intended and too quick before she pulled away.
Tarnek Vollmar realizes it's not his place to join jay in embracing Jas physically but he let his beast reach out and envelop her and Jay completely a feeling of calm spreading from him
Jaysen Silvercloud closes his eyes and smiles, feeling Tarnek's beast join his as they embrace Jas, giving her strength and affection. It is a warm safe feeling he never realized he was missing. He knew it with just Jas but that was different, this felt like home.
Tavian Galbraith walks up the stairs quietly
Jaslene Russell's tears finally dried up but only because of the affection she had flowing into her from the two here with her. Jas snuggles up to Jaysen feeling more contentment than she had ever felt.
Tarnek Vollmar smiles seeing Jas start to improve, he keeps sending a feeling of calm through his beast giving Jas his affections as best he could, as much as he'd prefer physical contact he wagered Jaysen
wouldn't have that
Jaysen Silvercloud sensing Tarnek’s hesitation just looks at him and shakes his head slightly, the smile wordlessly letting him know he is welcome and need not feel apart. He notes the Doctor and gives him a
smile, his feline eyes catching the light "hello Doctor"
Jaslene Russell only glances to the doctor but she still snuggled against Jaysen not wanting to move.
Tarnek Vollmar sits down on the bed next to Jas intentionally brushing up against her paying more
attention to her and Jay than anything else, He smiled down at Jas hoping neither she nor jay would protest as he placed an arm around her his beast feeling ever that much stronger with the contact
Jaysen Silvercloud gives Tarnek a smile, more open nodding he glances over to the doctor.
Tavian Galbraith smiles, "Hello Jaysen" he glances at Jas, "I came to check on that cast of yours Ms. Russell" He examines the cast and exposed tissues at the edges, noting marked improvement, "I think you can come by tomorrow and get this thing taken off" he smiles "I'm sure it has been an inconvenience"
Jaslene Russell flashes a smile to the doctor that doesn’t falter even as Tarnek lays down behind her and wraps his arm over her, "sounds good to me." Jas makes a sound close to a purr as she allows her beast to come out and join Tarnek's and Jaysen's.
Tarnek Vollmar nods to the doctor knowing Jas would be glad to be rid of that thing, hearing Jas's purring he starts to purr too, the feel of her beast adding to the moment, he lays along side Jas down nuzzling and rubbing against her gently
Jaysen Silvercloud leans in to Jas, he is scenting her hair, basically ignoring the Doctor as he works .
Tavian Galbraith smiles again, looking a bit tired, "Well good people I am off to get a bath, food and sleep, hopefully in that order" He gets up and stretches. He notes with mild curiosity at this little gathering but
decides it's none of his business " you all have a good evening and Miss Russell, I'll see you tomorrow.” He
smiles and with a slight bow , he turns and heads down the stairs.
Jaslene Russell purrs softly as she nuzzles up between Tarnek and Jaysen. Jas closes her eyes as she and her beast revel in the smells and the feeling of both tigers as her beast reached out to both of them to draw them closer.
Tarnek Vollmar allows his beast to indulge in the sensations, not denying Jas's call to be drawn closer
as he wraps his arm around her tighter pulling himself against her starting to purr a little louder
Jaysen Silvercloud cuddles close to Jas and Tarnek, his purring slow but growing in strength, and odd
sensation that makes him smirk. he is lost in the bliss of it all, the warmth and safety he would not have
imagined. He would not have traded this for anything, even the chance to be human again.
Jaslene Russell purrs deeper finding the pressing of her body between the two of them to be supremely soothing. The warmth was making her slightly drowsy as she softly smiled.
Tarnek Vollmar smiles certainly nod displeased at all with the feeling of Jas's form against his, but
suddenly he was hit with how tired he really was, he couldn't guess the time but he knew it was late, he started to drift off gently to the sound of the three of them purring
Jaysen Silvercloud starts to breathe deeper, his face buried in Jas's warm ebon tresses, as he drifts off he mumbles "Grog nom nom Jassy...*snort* " and thus with a smile on his face is lost in blissful sleep.
*~*~End Scene~*~*