Post by astrea on Jan 27, 2010 3:54:22 GMT -5
I thought i was free of "HIM", Its been weeks now since I ran from him and he has yet to find me. And as every day passed, i grew calmer and more relaxed. I began to experience a world that i had never knew existed outside my dreams. There are people in this town who have shown me kindness, even with my reluctance to trust. Though I have witnessed.. such things and have yet to see real violence since i arrived, I am weary of them all. There is many things i do not understand, but the one thing that I had learned long ago.. Is never to trust, unless you want your heart torn out....And now the only belief I had is being contradicted.
Last night I had taken the risk as to trust another being, something I swore myself I would never do. And in doing so I broke my vow and made a new one in its stead.. I had Oathed To one of two masters of the city Known by the Name of Hikaru. I had done it on the hope that all he has said, and all that has happened since my arrival will continue to be all it seems.. That i have found a home, a family and perhaps a future that I have control over.
But even as I may hope for this, I have this.. feeling that all of this will be short lived... I was informed that the only reason i still am, as i am.. a woman living death.. is because "HE" chooses . we came to the conclusion, that this is another one of his games, and he is toying with me.. And as soon as I gained this knowledge, I knew that "HE" know where I am... And that he will come for me.. But he does not know, that I will not be taken so easily... and If.... no When he comes.. He will come meeting his death.. for I will not allow him to hurt any that reside here in wood bourne.. even if that means i perish with him...
Last night I had taken the risk as to trust another being, something I swore myself I would never do. And in doing so I broke my vow and made a new one in its stead.. I had Oathed To one of two masters of the city Known by the Name of Hikaru. I had done it on the hope that all he has said, and all that has happened since my arrival will continue to be all it seems.. That i have found a home, a family and perhaps a future that I have control over.
But even as I may hope for this, I have this.. feeling that all of this will be short lived... I was informed that the only reason i still am, as i am.. a woman living death.. is because "HE" chooses . we came to the conclusion, that this is another one of his games, and he is toying with me.. And as soon as I gained this knowledge, I knew that "HE" know where I am... And that he will come for me.. But he does not know, that I will not be taken so easily... and If.... no When he comes.. He will come meeting his death.. for I will not allow him to hurt any that reside here in wood bourne.. even if that means i perish with him...