Post by binkyboo on Jul 30, 2010 18:54:26 GMT -5
((This is so named after the song by by Bonnie Tyler based on a IM tobs sent me during the RP saying that the song was so Bink's song for this week. There is another song I've been using as fuel for Binky's emotastical personality and that will be the first comment below the post <3 enjoy!))
James Binks-Rakosi took Alejandro's advice and made himself presentable, slipping all his glamour into place as he slipped out of the apartment. He had eaten, and slept, and bathed and slept.. and ate and slept some more. Mon Cher was in heaven with the amount of snuggle time she got. She peered over the railing for the stairs and mewed sadly as ink opened the door to leave her behind. "I'll be back, Mon Cher..." he spoke softly. "I jsut need some fresh air." He needed alot of things, but fresh air was a good start. he closed the door behind him, locked it and made his way out of the catacombs.
James Binks-Rakosi crept out of the Catacombs door and sighed as he hoisted the massive door about to open and shut it again. It was burdensome to move, especiall on days like this. Nights, he looked up at the sky and frowned. Always nights. Shrugging the sadness of the lack of days he walked along the basketball court for the candy store. He owed Miss Maddy an apology and he needed to pick up his check anyway.
Remiel Anton: Stood propped against the falls. He didnt want to stay here, but he didnt know where to go. He had lost his Pomme...granted he was a piece of work but the maan was still his. Jehan was being a tyrant and dictaitor to the one person he should be protecting...encouraging...loving. And Bink? Well..he was a straight mess. Terrified....hurt.The already moody Vampire was growing deeper into his dark place. God help the person that pissed him off tonight. His 'Boorishness' knew no bounds...and now neither would his fury.
Growling he punched at the fountains top sending the marble breaking and skittering to the ground below. Tensing he looked ready to remodle the thing completely before storming off...It was only once he was at the gate that he spotted a familure back side. "Mon Cher?"
James Binks-Rakosi waited at the corner as a couple of cars drove by. He was looking at the candy store. He wasn't expected there, but he knew he had to show up...eventually. He tened as he heard a faint and distance voice call for his cat? No.. for him. He turned and took a step around the chicken wire fencing of the basket ball court and smiled weakly to Remiel's form. "..heyla Remiel.... I see Jehan let you out tonight. Did you eat well?"
Remiel Labou: "Snorted. "I need to find a way in and out of that place on my own. I do not like having to relay on Jehan. For anything." He crossed the street slowly. He deliberately stalled trafic just to stir some trouble...he was moody...but he did paused to hand out a 10$ bill to a homeless on the other side before getting to Bink. "Do you understand?" But he shrugged. "Do you mind if I accomany you a while?""
James Binks-Rakosi furrowed his brow. He wasn't used to the gesture so on his face it looked weird. "...I can think if that is what you mean." he sighed and held at his chest, " But yes, I understand you not wanting to depend on Jehan. I.. I don't really trust him right now either. I.. I am still trying to figure out if I can."
Remiel Labou: "Nodded. "I know you can think Bink, its the wether you choose to act on it or not that I worry about, but that is not what I was implying." Slowly he lifted his hand for Bink to take if he wanted. "I do not trust him either...I..He loves you Bink...but what I do not know..is if he loves you...or the idea of you and what you do for him.""
James Binks-Rakosi reached out to take remiel hand, his eyes glossing from tears. They were so raw and sore, however, eral tears didn't come and he was thankful for that. "I've been wondering that too. I.. i asked him if it was the me he first met that he loves, or me now... because .. I can't remember that person. he just said he loved me and I was still me. I jsut needed to learn myself again as he did. But.... what if the person I relearn isn't that person?"
Remiel Labou: "Curled his fingers threw Binks and let him lead the way to where ever it was he was going before. He was silent for a while, he hadnt wanted to interupt if there were more. But when Bink finally paused he ran his thumb along the others wrist. "That is paussible Bink. You might not be that exact same person. That doesnt mean anything is wrong with you...sometimes people traveling will act differant in each town they visit. Sometimes people with Amnesia become completely differant people. But...they can still live their lives Bink, still be happy with who they've become. What if the person you were before wasnt happy? You have a chance now, to be happy again, to move forward.""
James Binks-Rakosi frowned abit. He didn't move towards the candy store because he didn't want someone else standing there while he spoke to Miss Maddy about his no call, no shows. What if she wanted to fire him? the thought of that worried him. He sighed finally and look down at their held hands. "...I remember... sometimes feeling sad and upset... and Mr. Chaika would come because Jehan didn't like it when Iwas sad and upset andthen... he'd 'fix' me... so I'd be happy. I don't think I was a happy person before, but now.. sometimes, I'm not a happy person now. I don't get it."
Remiel Labou: ""You had bad things happen to you then...a place and people you couldnt escape. No one likes to feel trapped Bink, that is normal. I have..ideas as to why you are sad now..but Id rather hear your thoughts on them. Why is it, that you think you are sad now?""
James Binks-Rakosi shrugged and lifted his head to look out where the forest would be. "I....I am sad because Jehan hurt me. And he said he never would. He never even raised a finger to do it. He just told me to stay there and give pleasure while he gave pain.... and it was scary, and I didn't like it but he said he wantedto make Mr. Aydryan happy... but I wasn't happy. He said he wanted to make me happy too. Why didn't he? he's a good vampire. they all are. so are you. Only Mr. Chaika is a bad vampire. so why was he behaving like him? ... why was he being a bad vampire..."
Remiel Labou: "Tensed, It was one thing to put together the pieces of what he'd been told. Another to hear it out right. "He had no right Bink. No right to use you like that. You do not have to pleasure anyone you do not wish to, and you certainly do not have to be witness to anothers pain while doing it." HE was disguested and it rolled off his every word. "He is foul for it." Scowling he leaned in to kiss the top of Binks head. "Because he wanted to please Aydrian more in that moment. It had been more important. I can not rationize his stupidity.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled weakly, " I.. I can't either. I tried to talk to him about it.. but... it hurts to look at him. And its bothers me. Jehan's always been there for me. When I feel like this.. he's the one I run to to curl up against to make all the nightmares go, but... he reminds me of them now... so..." he shrugged. "So that why I haven't been sleeping unless I'm told too. I don't like it right now."
"I will never be Jehan, Bink. But I can hold you until you fall asleep if you like, so that you are not alone." He curled around the smaller form and wrapped one arm around him. "I know it hurts to talk to Jehan..but he lives with you, you will see him day in and out. I am not sure how to help except to accompany you while your affraid, to protect you...but I know me Bink...should he say something or do something that upset you...Jehan and I may yet come to blows, and I do not think you need to be witness to such, least of all now. But if hes in the same room as you..you will end up seeing him....I suppose if you wished to talk and not see him...you could use one of...those cell things, or a computer?...maybe leave him notes to find and read in the house? Bits and pieces of how you feel?""
James Binks-Rakosi nodded gently and leaned on remiel and sighed. "I know you're not. You're much more open with your words than Jehan could ever be." he blushed, finding the most light way to say that remiel spoke his mind all too well. "cells things... oh! phones? yeah.. I have my phoen on me.... I just... don't look at him. Jehan never was good at talking to me when I don't look at him so.. its easy to get space. Either that or I put MOn Cher on his shoulder. He hates taht."
Brynt turned his head towards the park hearing the bark "That was Shar.." Yeah he knew Shar's tone.. Brynt would then head towards the park's gates .
Beaux left Rare with an absolutely satisfied and full belly. As he moved down the street between the park and the basketball court, he noted that there was a heck of a crowd. Well...this was a corner...so maybe he'd stake it out tonight and be entertained as well. Dinner and a show. What more could a fella ask for? Oh yeah....customers. He giggled softly to himself and leaned against the low wall.
Remiel Labou: "was semi amused with the thought. "Yes! Phones, those small squares that are smaller then candy bars that you can carry with you and talk on." He frowned soon though. "You can say alot with sayin nothing at all. I think Jehan knows you want space when you dont look at him, or he knows he's hurt you." He snorted. "I dont think Mon Cher cares much for it either.""
James Binks-Rakosi wriggled against Remiel and pouted, "Mon Cher likes it.. she... I think she just knows that I'm upset, that's all. She is very perceptive fora kitty." He shook his head gently and looked down at the floor. "I also... I don't think I liked it when Jehan said he had gotten Miss Zoe for me as a companion. It made it sound like We were both things... you know..? I mean.. Is that wrong to feel taht way?"
Dinah took herself over to the nearby bench, seating herself and placing the red ball down next to her. She rummaged in her bag and took out a well worn paperback, opening it.
Beaux slid down the low wall to sit on the ground. He was comfortable enough, but he was also thinking about his chairs sitting out front of his apartment. He could sit there, have a soda, listen to music and maybe snag some customers as they came and went to the Club or the Hookah bar.
Beaux .... in fact...that was a damn fine idea. He looked to the two across the street, both good looking fellas, but didn't look like John material. And of course..the ones in the park...were already involved. He smiled as he stood back up and meandered on his way home.
Remiel Labou: "Held Bink tighter and gently rocked him. "No Bink...it isnt wrong to feel. He made you feel that, you didnt ask for it. It is why I got angry with him myself in the past...because he would treat me like a thing, like his pet. Jehan...objectifies people. You are not his things, Zoe is not another puppy to keep the first company while the master is away. You are his husband Bink, but that doesnt make you his property.""
James Binks-Rakosi sniffled gently. ".. I .. I'm not sure how else to be." He smiled softly. "I can't even think of places to go here. People... they go places. I don't know them, or what you do at places becaue people.. in bulk.. they terrify me. they all know so much more than I do...and.. and theya re probably all really real people. I'm not. I'm a Bink. That's about it really."
Remiel Labou: "Cracked a grin. "I'll tell you a secret..I dont like people in bulk either...I much prefer store brand." Maybe that would go over Binks head. "I do better one on one. Lots of people can be intimidaiting. I understand that...but Bink, you are a real boy....even if Jehan tries to put strings on you." He thought for a moment. "You like to read right Bink? Libraries might be a good start for you...something..quiet you can do around other people..or maybe go swimming with friends. There are plenty of things to do and people to meet. If you wanted to. And there is a differance, between being a affraid ...and just not wanting to.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled softly, " i went swimming!" he chirped and pointed out where the woods loomed i nteh distance. "Out there! there is a lake that is really cool and pretty with a waterfall and..." His voice faltered and broke off and he suddenly got very quiet. "Mr. Aydyran took me there to swim with him once... and... he had said we'd go every week... but Mr. Aydryan is usually busy... and then... that night..." he lowered his head and shrugged the thought off.
Dinah buries her nose further into her book but she isn't reading it. She catches snatches of conversation from what sounds like a socially awkward guy across the street.
"Do you not want to go with him anymore? Because he didnt stop JEhan from hurting you to please him?" He nipped at an ear tip as Bink grew quiet. "Hm? That lake seems to make you happy....even now, why is that?""
James Binks-Rakosi squeaked loudly and flailed in place. his ear was always a sensitive area. He blushed deeply and try to wriggle to hide his face as thoug hseeing it an blushing were bad. "..wuh-well... matural waters are cool and they make me feel giddy, like the kind of giddy you feel when you spinreally fast in a circle. Like that only without the spin." he chuckled weakly. "it's really odd, but I like natural things."
Dinah chucks her book back into her bag, giving up on any pretense of reading. The red ball followed shortly after. There would be no playing with the dog today, she suspected. She rose from the bench, moving back through the gate and a little closer to the two men talking across the street.
"Like....when you spin?" His head tilted. "I can not say..that I remember such games." He shrugged. "And I do not know much about what you are, but I suppose this natural..nature.....thing must have to do with it." He shuddered. Remi was much more suited to a run way or Newyorks finest then tromping threw the woods. "What does...one...wear?"'"
James Binks-Rakosi looked profoundly confused. To the point that thinking on it would potentially had short circuited his brain. "i.... clothes...?" he looked down at himself and shrugged, " i wear whatever Jehan had put out for me or has bought for me. That is what I wear."
"But....you would...get them dirty." He waved his hands...Binks still in one. "Wait...does Jehan ALWAYS dress you? Have you never....saw something you might like? And asked for it?""
Dinah crosses the street, stopping in front of the two men.
James Binks-Rakosi smiled faintly and bobbled his head. "Yes. OH! Except for that last event at fang Bangers. It was a "Bsmd"event and the last one of those... well.. you saw the outfit Jehan put me in. You were in the Catacombs then in that room with a falls and the comfy seat we slept on." he smield gently to the memory. He had always liked it in tehre, even if Remiel did not. "But I chose our outfits then cause I hated those first ones..." And he grew quiet as He noticed someone was now standing there with him. a someone unknown. BInk's stranger meter went into high alert and there he went scooting to hide in Remiel's chest as best as possible.
"Well, I rather liked those clothes." He tensed as Bink grew still and snuggled closer. He could smell fear all around him. It clung in his nose like cats not wanting a bath...little bastards gripping for dear life. Binks was obviouse he kept his arm tight around him. There was more fear, and he had to look to pinpoint the location...a small boy......boyman? across the street. He staired hard for two long moments before the source of fear...at least Bink was made clear and he gave the woman infront of him a bord look...he wasnt impressed. "Well? What is it you want? We do not cater to hookers." His eyes roamed her body. "Even the higher end models." She'd scared Bink...he was already in a bad mood....she was just stuck with his sass."
Dinah had opened her mouth to introduce herself to the duo, but clamped it shut again as she was addressed so rudely by the taller man that the smaller one was clinging to. "I beg your pardon?" she blurted in an incredulous tone.
Asher glanced across the street feeling someone staring at him and froze, mid step for a half a second, blinking at them all. He recognized the blond.. the other two. Not at all. Then he was ducking his head again and hurrying on to the candy store, he had the usual bags to get after all before groceries.
James Binks-Rakosi blushed as he continued to hide his face into remiel. His words made Bink wince and despite his fearful judgement raise his head juuuuuust enough to peek at the woman. He squeaked, blushed brightly and hide his face again! "She dresses like Jehan when he is playing 'pretend I'm a belle'," He whispered, a sound barely audible to himself, let alone a normal human, and additionally muffled into Remiel's shirt.
"If it looks like a hooker, sways like a hooker..." He started dryly. "Most 'Ladies' wear skirts that cover their crotches. Your skirt does little to hide much of anything. You could go to cross your legs and have a bad Britney spears moment. You have no bra....says the sagging boobs and lack of cleavidge, and, you have on thigh net leggings and hooker heals. What else is one to think, exspecially approached at night on a street cornor?"
Remiel Labou: "PAusing as he sniffed the other fear move...he watched him curiousely..he felt..a vibe..and he knew what it was. "Wait Chaton." He murmered in the others direction, curiouse to see if he were right..but Binks words broke his concentration and he tensed. "Yes..well...Jehan does like his games now doesnt he?""
Dinah turns away and walks down the street, insulted.
Deoridhe is walking down the sidewalk, a spring in her step and hugging Ms. Katty. She pauses when Dinah stalks past, turning and watchign her. Her expression is confused.
Asher 's steps hitched slightly and he didn't know why but he made it into the candy store and was quickly peering through the multi colored chocolates and taffy's. Selecting a few, including his lemon drops he liked, fumbling with his wallet to pay the woman that seemed nice enough behind the register but he had learned that just because someone was nice in the open, they sometimes weren't so nice alone.
James Binks-Rakosi relaxed as Dinah neared and sighed out. He peeled himself from Remiel's side and withdrew his arms to hold imself. "i'm...sorry... people bother me... I... they re all so different and knowing. I... I don't like it, I think."
Deoridhe looks even more confused when Dinah walks back, wearing an entirely different outfit! Blue, this time. She tilts her head slightly, blinking - maybe her apartment was there? But that was a very quick change! She sighs a little, turning back down the sidewalk, though by how she keeps drifting near the road it's clear she's considering dashing across to the park. She slows when she hears Bink's voice, stops when she hears Remiel's, and starts tracking the cars - waiting for a chance to jaywalk, distracted again when Dinah almost seems to run around Bink and Remiel to stand on the other side of them. How... strange. Her feet lag as she stares at all of this odd behavior.
"Not everyone knows everything Bink, most people know a little, and they know more by learning each day." And because he could, he turned his nose up. "I for one, know a great deal." He didnt know EVERYTHING but he could leave that out. "Do not fret Bink, you are safe." He was also...interested in the runt man that had paused to his calling...if he saw him again....he would need to draw him closer."
Asher paid and grabbed his bag of bags of candy and peered out the door a second before he was pulling out his phone and slipping back outside, heading toward the grocery store and Uptown. He kept his head ducked low and phone in one hand, bag in the other, vivid blue eyes darting everywhere while he walked, his shoulders were even slumped making himself appear even smaller than he actually was.
James Binks-Rakosi smiled fonsly to that and giggled, "you do, Remiel! You know all these wonderful stories and foods and phrases!" It was a giggly type of admiration he held for the vampire. "You even talk more than most other vampires!" He blinked as he noted Remiel's attention drifting and he turned to eye... people. He paled a bit and scooted back into the fencing to huddle. "I think.. i should go. You seem better apt here... and I... I think I should go now..."
Tobias Bailey puffed out his cheeks like an agry child as he spotted Ash ahead, picking up his pace into a run with both arms held out behind him, leaning into the wind. How was he supposed to keep an eye on the cheetah if the cheetah was already out of the house when he woke up?!
Deoridhe makes a disgruntled noise as the trafic stays steady enough along the road to prevent an easy cross. Finally, she takes a deep breath. No reason she can't walk by them to the corner - no reason there should be any problem. And so she starts forward again, keeping wary eyes on Remiel and Dinah both - the former was a known threat, and the latter was acting so oddly!
Remiel Labou: "Gave a smug look and granted Bink a small kiss on the lips for his words and giddyness. "And yes. I say alot more then Hi and do alot more then frumpitty frump and cross my arms." He could do both at once! With Binks soon odd behavior again he nuzzled the man and let him go. "You are welcome to leave if you wish, but you do not have to. Just make sure to stay safe hm? And use that cell thing if you need it." His eyes narrowed....body tensed some as he glanced over his shoulder. "Why..its the little blonde woman with wings.""
Celestial Lunasea smiled and nodded to the small group as she passed, headed to go get some ice cream on h er way home. "Evening" she said soflty, passing by, not wishing to interrupt them too much.
James Binks-Rakosi shook his head, " ... no.. its not that.. I just... feel in your way. I'm in everyone's way when I don't know what to do... like now." He laughed nervously. This trying to live a day completely on his own whim was challenging him to his max it seemed. He rocked and bobbled against the fencing and still only at the mention of MIss Zoe's arrival. He tensed again. He wasn't sure if he was ready to hande her yet. Then again He wasn't even sure of standing at this point.
Deoridhe takes a deep breath, tensing when Remiel notices her. It is very hard for her to keep her breathing even, to keep from freezing. "Good evening," she says, her voice as polite as she can manage when her heart is trying to thump it's way out of her chest, "Remiel. Bink." She slips by against the fence, not looking at either of them, and heads for the corner with a stilted, polite, "Have a good evening." Every second her back is to Remiel, she's trying desperately to not imagine him attacking her. Celestial's passage barely catches her attention. She swallows hard when she pauses on the corner, waiting for the necessary pause in traffic.
"Do not be foolish, you are not in my way. I was merely enjoying your company and listening to our conversation. If you are unsure of what to do, you can make a list, close your eyes and POINT and then do that thing, it might be fun, you could turn it into a game for yourself. Or you could improvise, walk until you see something you like. Maybe the candy store, or the video store?"
As Deo passes, he watches her with a careful gaze. "If I were you, little lady, I would avoid Jehan for a while, and that...is for YOUR bennefit" He tells her."
James Binks-Rakosi kept tensed as Deoridhe passed and cleared his throat. "heh-eh-eheh-eh... hi." He smiled weakly at her then gripped back on the wiring outlining. It didn't burn, for for that he was grateful. That was all he needed. Iron rashes. "I work at teh candy store... worked... I think.. I don't know. I haven't been to work in a week..."
Deoridhe stiffens a bit more, mind whirling with... what does he mean? What could he mean? The main effect on her voice is to make it even tenser - slightly higher; it's taking all of her efforts to not run screaming. "Thank you." She pauses; she doesn't want to interfere, but... "I told the Lady who runs it that you were sick, Bink. She's expecting you back when you feel better." And like a gift from the gods, the break in traffic occurs and she hurries across - not running, but close.
"She...is a strange one." Or did strangers often do such things for those they didnt know? "Bink..did you tell her your scedual?" Yep, more of his noseyness. "I can go with you if you'd like to check. Or if you want to be alone I can head to the half way house for some of my Daifuku and cider." To him it was like...a Straight Whisky and ciggar!"
James Binks-Rakosi looked down, " no... jehan called her the other day and told her the truth... that we were having... problems." he smiled faintly. "Miss maddy knows Jenna who heads th triple D service and so she and the masters are close.... but she was annoyed a little after taht call.. cause I hadn't spoken to her, but everyone else had.. I.. I just couldn't will myself to get out of bed. I was too busy trying to fade away. It didn't work so well though. Now eventually I'll have to speak with her... I guess..."
Deoridhe takes a deep, shuddering breath once she's across the street. Rationally, she knows he could chase her and she couldn't get away, but emotionally having all those cars between them was a blessing. She pauses again, waiting for a break in traffic before hurrying across and making her way to Fangbangers. She had fucking /earned/ a chocolate martini!
"To fade away?" He asked it in a question but didnt need the answer. "Bink..would you like to go to the steak house with me? I can not eat, but I wasnt sure if you had yet...and it might be cooler for you inside?" HE pat at golden locks. "Life can hurt Bink.." He turned his face to grant Bink ample sight of that fadded out eye. The city lights giving it an off colored glow. "But Death can hurt even more...worse even..dieing..doesnt make the pain go away...it doesnt make it easier." A hand went to Binks chest over his heart. "Keep this...let it beat..""
James Binks-Rakosi chuckled in a hurt and almost bitter tone, " I can't feel death like yo uand Jehan do. I'm not human enough. I can't even be a Human servant or anything, even if i wanted." He reached up to rest his hands over Remiel's. " This heart is all I have, and sometimes... I don't even think its realy mine." He cleared his throat, his eyes darting away from remiel off to the distance, "I.. i think I know where you are talking about. It is near Jehan's store. We walked by it a couple of times, and Jehan's pointed it out, but he has never taken me there." He didn't have to say it but it was in the tone of voice he took. Bink didn't go places Jehan didn't take him to first.
"And why would you want to be a human servent?" Hands on his own he squeezed them. "It beats for you Mon Amour...it is yours." He forced his own to beat just a few times. "I would wish for mine to beat on its own again...to live..and to feel, to make someone warm..life is preciouse...even if we can not always see that." After a small smile he dropped his hands. "Oui, it is on the upper district. Have you ever...wanted to see inside of it?" He'd phraze it that way. "We can go see, even if you desire not to eat, we can go inside so you can look around.""
James Binks-Rakosi blinked, "i... I never thought about that. Looking around, I mean. So....ok...?" He ducked his head as he spoke as though questioning if he even said that right. His glamoured ears lowered to the HUman servant question and he blushed. "I... I'm a Pomme. I feed Jehan, but Human Servants.... they share their everything wih their Vamprie Masters. They are bound so close that their hearts and lives become one. I wanted to be Jehan's everything so badly, I wanted to be a Human Servant for him... but I can't be, to anyone. Not Ever. I'm not really human at all. I'm more a fae than anythign else. I.. I glow.. I have glamour.. I apparantly do other things fae like too. I don't really know.. i've never met othr fae. Well.... one, but she didn't have what I had. she had less abilities than me. so I was more fae than she... so... yeah... I can't be a human anything. No matter how I try."
Remiel Labou: "Reached out with both hands to gingerly tease Binks ear tips. His face calm and soothing. "Bink..You are a good man. You do not have to be a human Servent...and with Jehan being....him...would you still that want that? Besides, maybe being Fae you can give him more then a servent, you said you do not know much about them. Maybe next one you meet you can ask about a bonding." He then nodded and offered an elbow. "Then let us go.""
James Binks-Rakosi squeaked and flailed to the giger touches. His cheek went bright red too. "Stoooop!" he whined and bounced in place. "That makes me all woogley inside!!" He couldn't help the giggle that escaped his lips. He was still mostly emo, but darnit the ear touches felt 'funny'. Once calm he blinked at Remiel's elbow and touched it, taking it in both his hands to look it over. "Is your lbow ok?" Courtly manners seemed not to be in the know for Bink.
Remiel Labou: "...Laughed....he laughed, and had to poke at red tinged ears. "I think it is...are your ears ok? They seem to be turning colors." Patting those hands he took one and looped it threw his arm. "It's another way to walk with someone you care for.""
James Binks-Rakosi blushed and reached up with his free hand to cup his ears. "They are fine.. its just.. they are so long.. they are really sensitive..." He giggled gently andwiggled the arm in remiel's briefly. "huh... it is? Jehan always walks with his arms around me...I just.. thoguht that was how one walked with another."
"We could do that too if you prefer, but there are usually more then just one way to do just about everything." Shaking it head he led the way. "So I see." He smirked about the ears. "It would seem...those are your...spot." He paused some as he felt it again, that familure tingle. Glancing about he spotted the SAME little runtman. His head canted...stilled with the rest of him. He had to know.."Little Chaton..." He could feel the energy in him stire, rose up and out like reaching hands, grasping, pulling and enveloping tightly. "Come see me little one." He told the boy across the street. "I have a few questions for you." Of course...he was still being him and completely ignoring yet another half dressed female...well. God PLEASE let it be a female."
James Binks-Rakosi looked confused to Remiel's joy of his ear zone, " ...my spot? But Remiel.. I don't have spots..." His glamoured ears perked up and his skin tingled. He couldn't tell what was being done or how, but Bink lived with enoug hvampries to know when something metaphysical was up. he pulled his arm back quickly from remiel and scooted back a bit wide eyed. He didn't know many vampiric powes, but all of them... were hurtful in some way.
Tobias Bailey blinks as Ash fails to pass off one of the grocery bags, catching up with him easily and playfully nudging at his elbow with his own. "What's wrong with that?" He flashed the cheetah such a disarming grin as he waggled his brows, though when he glances across the street the swans iced aqua eyes follow. Both hands shot up to wave above his head like CRAZY as he spotted Bink, 'HEEEEY! SHOOZ MAN!" Wait. He froze as an odd tingle danced across his skin and set his swan on edge, dropping his arms back to his side and moving to link an arm instantly with Ashers as his swan drifted slowly around the pair of runts uneasily.
Asher had just passed the gates when he felt something and swallowed hard stopping in his tracks. He was staring at the ground then slowly his eyes widened and rose up, his body tugged by Tobs but didn't move, eyes focusing on the man across the street oblivious all of a sudden to most things but him. "Tobias...?" He didn't know what was wrong or going on but his feet started moving on their own, across the street without looking either way! (roll just for shits and SAFE!) He stopped far too close for his liking, ice pop forgotten but still clamped between his lips and grocery bags still hanging from him and clung to tighter than they probably should.
"A spot...that makes you feel good." He nudged at Binks legs. "Makes whats between them feel good." But he was focusing across the street still even while talking. He could feel Bink pull back but he didnt look. "It is alright Bink. I am not hurting, I am merely...curiouse to something." He pulled him closer, tighter. "Now..those look heavy...would you place the bags on the ground? I think that would give your arms a rest and answer one of the questions I had for you.""
James Binks-Rakosi stepped back towards the fencing as best he could and sniffled. He didn't like it, painful or not. He tried to put on his brave face but it wasn't working. All he knew was the feeling and the sound of his voice as Remiel made commands of these strangers. He cringed and closed his eyes tight, trying to think of happier thoughts, but he still struggled waking up in at all... happy was hard to come by.
Tobias Bailey narrowed his eyes as he let himself be dragged along rather than let go of Asher, painted lips peeling back as a very -avian- hiss seeped past his lips. A fluid roll of his left shoulder would slip the joint and allow his arm to bend in ways that it shouldn't, reaching around behind him to slip Asher's cell phone from him. "Back off, gigantor..." he muttered, flipping the phone open as an icy sheen crept over his eyes. His swan flared defensively, and the pigtail'd skirt-wearer turned to the side to attempt to step in between Ash and Remiel.
Asher was breathing hard and close to panicking, the ice pop wrapper clenched tightly between his teeth when Tobs grabbed his phone. But he was doing what he was told, bending over and setting the paper bag on the ground, slipping the other bag off his arm then standing and trying not to look up at him, focusing fear stricken eyes on the other one cowering against the fence. "Run." It was what he wanted to do, the muscles in his legs already tensing for action that they couldn't do.
"Its alright Bink. He is fine. Do you remember, when you talked about a human servent? Well in my line, we can have what is known as 'An animal to call'." He watched the young mans face with the bag. "We can also bond to a were that is of our animal, an animal servent if you will. I felt this young ones energy earlier, I wanted to test if what I felt was accuraite...it would seem, I was right." He blinked at....the school girl with a man voice? OMG! "...." He wasnt touching that one with a ten foot pole...newp newp. "You can tell me little one, if I am hurting you. I just had to see for myself.." He paused...and swallowed a small lump in his throat...his voice a bit higher then normal. "I have not..met another...in a very long time." His hand reached on its own towards Ashers hair. "I will let you go...I just...wanted to see...if you were real.""
Tobias Bailey slapped at the hand as it reached out to touch Ash, both dove-pale hands flailing at the encroaching limb, phone and all, as he hissed again. "I -said- back -OFF-. NO touchy! He is -very much- already taken, and his boyfriend's gonna kick your ass." Nod.
James Binks-Rakosi cried silently as he sank to the ground. he sat and hugged his legs tightly, burying his head into his knees. "...human...ser-ser-ser-servants.... choose their final mark... they choose it themselves... they choose..." He was shuddering so bad he couldn't speak anymore. was it always the same.... the powers... was it alwas just to control and use... to strip of the will the mind.... was it... all there was...? His cheeks paled and he suddenly felt sick to his stomach. Sick of his thoughts and himself mostly, but he still couldn't voice it aloud.
Asher blinked while the blond ... Bink slid to the ground, his lower lip beginning to quiver. It was just the other night Sensei was telling him how bad and dangerous Vampires were, and here he was. He had been rolled before by one, but this was different. He was hearing what was being said and processing it, or trying to through his panic. "Animal.. servant..." His voice barely a whisper... " to call..." he blinked again his whole body beginning to shake and muscles cramping up and giving out on the option to run. "Sensei... I belong to Sensei." It was louder and clearer, but it helped a little.
Remiel Labou: "Tensed...there was a loud SPLAT as the swans pale hands swatted the vampires forearm. His calm energy had disippaited. His chaotic aura light like gasses flame. It breezed and swirled. Midnight mayhem. His eyes grew to that semi smokey pink...eyes that lit near red on the darkened streets. "Do that again, and I will kill you." He'd have been more....discriptive he didnt know Bink was behind him. "Go on home little one." He turned his head away releasing Asher. "As I said, I merely had...a question, and he answered it without a word." He shook it at Bink. "I am not making him mine...not that..I would have to ask..nor would a human in truth. Vampires can take or give Bink." He glanced over his shoulder. "You are MY animal to call yes, but no, you are not mine." /Yet/ was the thought but he was proud he was able to keep that from his voice or motions. He didnt want a servent..but like a child...he wanted to make someone be his friend...even if he didnt realize it couldnt work that way. "Go on, I am not holding you
James Binks-Rakosi wasn't really responding to any of them. He was focusing on the room feeling and that tightening stiff feeling of gut wrenching within his stomach. It was so much it was making him pant lightly. Days of near constant crying and adrenaline rushes of panic, fear, with ack of proper food and sleep were taking a severe toll on his fragile body. It was the further reminder that he wasn't human. that he was so unlike the rest of the world he knew that his body would reject the world for him. Even the natural glow about him, the one he never noticed there faded a bit. In his small way he wantd to whimper for home.. but... he was still trying to figure out if home was his. He wanted to cry for Jehan.. but he too... jsut didn't know about his own husband anymore. He had... nothing. He had no little hole to run to or sanctuary safe of all the fears. He held his breath then to stop his panting, half wishing that would jsut end the breathing, but mostly because he as jsut tired of being so utterly lost and alone.
Tobias Bailey released another hiss as he backed away from the 'show-off 'sucker', as Fin would've put it, hopefully giving Ash the nudging around he needed to take off in the process. Those painted lips drew into a broad grin as pale skin almost seemed to physically ripple, the pink and black locks shivering and 'bleeding' through with downy white feathers. "You'd have to catch me, first, and you couldn't do that. I don't know who you are or who you -think- you are, but you have a lot to learn still, koumori..." If he could just be sure Ash was safely on his way then he, too, could book it! The swan shifted now, its energy easing into a soothing presence as it settled around Bink, long neck settling around shaking shoulders.
Asher shook his head over and over then suddenly his body jerked as the vampire let his hold on him go and he was dropping to the sidewalk catching himself in a crouch and grabbing at the bags. Then he looked up at Bink, the look on his face and that had him pausing for a second then rummaging around in the packaging at the top of the paper bag, pulling out and orange ice pop and tossing it lightly into Bink's lap. Granted it was probably half melted... but it was still good. This didn't mean Ash was any less panicked either, grabbing the bags he stood again, backing away from the group, eyes wide watching Tobs shifting to one side, "Tobs...Come on!" He didn't want anyone hurt, not over him. Not over this.
Remiel Labou: "Snorted, he knew this other...thing wasnt human. He could feel the energy. WHAT he was, was still unknown...which suited him just fine. He didnt really care. "Dont you have a client to get to little man? I said be gone, go on, Bzzzt!" And he fluttered his hand at the swan as if he were an insignificant thing. Because he was. "Bink?" He watched the other offer him a pop and said nothing of it. He crouched by Binks side...careful NOT to touch the ground and murmered close to his ear. "I asked him across the street to stand with us, that is all..see? He is fine and offering sweets. All is well Mon Amour..." He offered his elbow again ."We can still go to the stake house...they can go home. All is well.""
James Binks-Rakosi stomach lurched as his world kept unevenly spinning. his body tensed for a moment to th strange energy touching him it wanted to be defensive and protective, but he was so young himself... he didn't know how to do so. It was rough to learn about yourself when you were the only one of your kind you knew. His own energies calmed though when they subconsciously recognized Tobs for what he was: Swan. Bink himself wouldn't know the difference, but the power of the Fae knew a Swan. of all the shifters, they were the closest to the Fae and the most gentle on his nerves. His body latched onto that energy as though it needed it to survive and he physically rolled sideways to lean the whole of his body into the fencing for..support? control? it was hard to tell by looking at him. He gasped for the air he'd been holding and tried to lift his head to Remiel. he chewed on his lower lip on the already tender and abused flesh. ".. i....well..." He didn't know what to do or say. he still wasn't sure he could see straight.
Tobias Bailey blinked once as his grin faded, head tilting off to one side and completely ignoring all the shaky-hand motions that brought the word 'fop' to his feathery head. He snorted at 'Gigantor' and turned to stalk away, chattering away to himself. "Kono kuso-ttare! Dame-dayo!" And a few more...choice wordings, those blindingly whie feathers sort of..melting back into real hair. His swan would linger with Bink until he was out of sight, then gently draw away and soar to catch up with Tobs.
Asher didn't start moving to cross the street until he saw Tobs following, looking over his shoulder and narrowly missing someone on the , well side of the street, no sidewalk, then crossed to the other side "Sorry !" To the one he almost bumped (Jehan if he's actually here lol) he was whispering to Tobs quickly "Don't call him that!" As soon as they were supposedly out of hearing range, ut Asher wasn't so sure about how far vampires could hear.
Jehan moved from the club . He still had the taste of chocolate on his lips but it was more a thought from such a simple comment that sounded in his head, ' isn't it necessary sometimes for ... people like you to /be/ cruel, even if you don't want to be?' she had said... but the opposite was also true. It was not a lite to be kind it was not denying who and what he was it was..." thoughts trailed off as he rounded to corner heading towards 'home' A blink given tot he small crowd there and it would ahve been ignored if it were not for the crouched figure he saw there in the midst of them . He barely paid any attention tothe one that nearly ran into him though he did mutter something vaguely apologetic on his own end before he zipped across the road calling softly ,"Bink?!
Remiel Labou: "Snorted at the...white thing...He let the others go. Right now he had a very upset about to pass out half fae. "Bink..I'm going to sit you up..." And he did, propping Bink back against his body. "Do you want the steak house, or do you home? Or the half way house I use from time to time?" But a sharp 'Bink' got his attention and he was instantly rolling his eyes. "Now might not be best Jehan.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled weakly and leaned on remiel, clinging a bit as he shook his head. "...my.. I... my tummy hurts.... I want to go...." Jehan's voice rang out and that tension came back. he whimpered and strained to stand himself up like nothing was wrong. It didn't work so great, but he was determined. "jehan... heyla.. I'm fine... don't worry...."
Jehan reached out to Bink without even paying attention to Remiel's comment. BUti tiw as Bink's actions that made him stop himself and pull back his hands and stop himelsf. Voice was quiet as he stood there," Can I not care? can I not still ahve some good and worry and love ? " fingers curled into fists and it was then he looked up at Remiel with all his own pain in his eyes for jsut the flash of a moment and then he turned away , " Of course you are fine Bink . why wouldn't you be . Will ...see you later then .
Remiel Labou: "Wrapped an arm around Binks waist this time...it would be easier to help keep him up. "Jehan, only Bink can forgive you for what you've done to him.. You dont want my oppinion." He nuzzled the side of the Blonde mans neck. "Maybe I dont want to hear it either." He mumbled. "Now.." He restated. "Bink, if your tummy hurts, laying down will help...lets go find you a bed hm?""
James Binks-Rakosi whined gently as Jehan turned to leave. oh.. his stomach lurched again but he tried to reach out to him : waaay... wuh... wait!" he tried to say. He burped then and he felt the cold sliver trickle down his spin adn the rather of cold air touch his cheeks and forehead. "oh no..." He panicked and bucked agaisnt remiel's hold, usign the force of that rsh to pull free and crash right into the meshing fenceway. he tumbled to his hands and knees and thankfull away from the pristine one, he vomitted on the cement.
Jehan started to move down that street but shoulders stiffened at the tone and he turned back with that glow rising to his eyes agin and began in a voice thick with the brough" Nà féidir liom cúram cad ba mhaith leat ..." then Bink went down and that was the entirety of his focus now . He had been with him through far worse messes that would not keep him away as he moved to crouch at his side moving a very cold hand to the back of Bink's neck ," Easy thea A Ghrá I be hea. s'ok..breathe softly
Brynt stepped out of the park and let blue eyes play over the street. Turning he looked over towards the bar but was feeling more like a walk rather than heading back there.. though he did wonder what was going on across the street. So rather than moving off right away he waited and watched for the moment.
Remiel Labou: "Gave a sharp look sideways up at Jehan. "Did you plan to 'help' again?" He gave an angry unsteady growl and positioned himself half way between the two. "We will not make things better if we do this, but you need to give some space." He turned slowly, and rubbed his hand in circles on Binks back. "Bink..would you prefer I carry you? You will not have to stand.""
James Binks-Rakosi coughed and tried to calm his breathing to the cold hands on his neck and Back. It was a small blessing for Vampires.. to have cold hand.. and lack og upchuck reflex. Bink did lurch forward and vomit again, though not as deeply as the first. His body jstu wanted to be sure all was gone before shuddering and slumping. It was an odd slump. he didn't want to slump forward into pukiness, nor did he want to slump back. If he hit into one vampire the other would snipe, so he tried to slump DOWN and it didn't work. "No.... I mean.. yes.. i mean...uuuhhhnn..." He cradled his head and sniffled. This was a nightmare and he hadn't even fallen asleep yet.
Jehan waited a moment at the least until Bink's reflexes calmed but he did not ask more other than to keep murmurring softly to him in gaelic as he pet and brushed his hair back from his face. Then pretty much just ignoring Remiel's proximity he scooped Bink up and started towards the entrance to the catacombs. " It's ok Bink. We have dealtwith similar before . Just getting you somewhere quiet.
Brynt blinked abit seeing that one.. the closest seemed to be sick.. brows furrowed some and he chewed lightly upon his lower lip. He couldn't hear what was being said though he thought for a second then carefully crossed the street after first checking for traffic. "Ah.. pardon me.. but.. is everything ok?" There was genuine concern in his voice.. Luckly as he drew closer and spied the vomit he was able to avoid the desire to gag himself. Final stages of cancer was much worse than this... " Why not bring him over to the bar.. some selser water and a clean up.. " Though there was the flicker of worry that Bink would puke on the floor.. But he'd already gotten worse off those floors...
Remiel Labou: "Balked at Jehan picking up Bink. "Didnt 'I' just offer to carry him hm?" He felt about ready to snatch Bink right out of the tyrants hands. Until there was the stupid human. "Ahh...you again. I've descided your stupid. Do things LOOK ok to you? And do you not see two vampires lending him a hand? Humans...such moronic creatures." He paused by the entrance to the Cats with Bink and Jehan....and Froze. "....." Damn Redhead!"
" ....i want to be human...." he managed to whimper in response to it all. It was strange for one that looked so.. human? He was sick. His glamour was fading fast. first to go was the eyes. tri-color eyes hazily looked up at Jehan. "...Remiel.... he comes tooo..." it was the weakest command ever given, but Bink wasn't in a real talkative mood, the ear glamour slipping, visable long sagging ears flopped miserably as he lay limply in Jehan's arms. He just wanted to curl up on someone....
Jehan looked up to Brynt but not quite seeing him for a few of bink's heartbeats but then he offered a small smile to him and a shake of head," He is not now but will be fine. We have faced worse things. He jsut needs rest. Real rest." he did faintly sigh as he looked to Remiel. " we were human once and Bink still is partially . Without them we would cease. please. show some peace at the least for Bink's sake" he looked back down to Bink as he made his demand and looked back up to Remiel ." even sick ..he can still have sympathy ..can you Remiel?
Brynt sighed some. "Look.. calling me stupid won't help him. I am simply trying to offer help and it's right there.. On the corner. I work there. As for your being vampires.." A quick swallow though his eyes never left the sick one. "Whatever.. That doesn't matter now but aparently he does.. " Then sighed as they were headed somewhere.. Looking over to the bar again he sighed again. "What is it with everyone being so.. well.. arogant? I just wanted to help" His voice was lowered and he would start heading for the bar now. Calling back over his shoulder "Goodluck."
Remiel Labou: "Turned his nose up. "Fine then HE is just a moronic creature. ;Is everything ok?' Surely." He scoffed at the other vampire. "Oh....like you have?" Gritting his teeth , and fangs, he tried something he hadnt done in quite some time....he tried to behave. He DID want to go with them..Bink needed him. He could shut up for ten minutes to get inside...and if Jehan shaved his head bald and diced himinto little pieces while he was out of it he'd haunt him...he didnt know of Vamps could haunt in a redeath but he would manage. "He has far more then you." Ok NOW he was done...he did have that tendency to want the last word. "Lets just go.""
James Binks-Rakosi reached out to paw at jehan's shoulder, but he was so disoriented, he was swatting JEhan's face. "Slower...walk slow...slower.... room spinning!" They were even moving. Preternatural speed wouldn't be an issue for him. He was out of it already.
Jehan just looked back to Bink and studied his face despite the face pawing then gave a small smile and raised free hand to caress Bink's cheek as he sought to catch his gaze and push at him with the faintest touch of his power," Rest dear. let me get us home ." Once Bink was out he turned that same glowing look upon Remiel to push that power at him too. it wasnt so much a rolling jsut the power gifted by being brought up to be the temoine and all that he had been before coming here . He had been gentle with Bink..maybe not as much with Remiel.but it could have been worse. He caught the other vampire as he fell and grunted softly as he moved into the dark corridors" I have far more sympathy that you will ever know Remiel," he had been told to control him or destroy him..but Remiel would never know that .
James Binks-Rakosi took Alejandro's advice and made himself presentable, slipping all his glamour into place as he slipped out of the apartment. He had eaten, and slept, and bathed and slept.. and ate and slept some more. Mon Cher was in heaven with the amount of snuggle time she got. She peered over the railing for the stairs and mewed sadly as ink opened the door to leave her behind. "I'll be back, Mon Cher..." he spoke softly. "I jsut need some fresh air." He needed alot of things, but fresh air was a good start. he closed the door behind him, locked it and made his way out of the catacombs.
James Binks-Rakosi crept out of the Catacombs door and sighed as he hoisted the massive door about to open and shut it again. It was burdensome to move, especiall on days like this. Nights, he looked up at the sky and frowned. Always nights. Shrugging the sadness of the lack of days he walked along the basketball court for the candy store. He owed Miss Maddy an apology and he needed to pick up his check anyway.
Remiel Anton: Stood propped against the falls. He didnt want to stay here, but he didnt know where to go. He had lost his Pomme...granted he was a piece of work but the maan was still his. Jehan was being a tyrant and dictaitor to the one person he should be protecting...encouraging...loving. And Bink? Well..he was a straight mess. Terrified....hurt.The already moody Vampire was growing deeper into his dark place. God help the person that pissed him off tonight. His 'Boorishness' knew no bounds...and now neither would his fury.
Growling he punched at the fountains top sending the marble breaking and skittering to the ground below. Tensing he looked ready to remodle the thing completely before storming off...It was only once he was at the gate that he spotted a familure back side. "Mon Cher?"
James Binks-Rakosi waited at the corner as a couple of cars drove by. He was looking at the candy store. He wasn't expected there, but he knew he had to show up...eventually. He tened as he heard a faint and distance voice call for his cat? No.. for him. He turned and took a step around the chicken wire fencing of the basket ball court and smiled weakly to Remiel's form. "..heyla Remiel.... I see Jehan let you out tonight. Did you eat well?"
Remiel Labou: "Snorted. "I need to find a way in and out of that place on my own. I do not like having to relay on Jehan. For anything." He crossed the street slowly. He deliberately stalled trafic just to stir some trouble...he was moody...but he did paused to hand out a 10$ bill to a homeless on the other side before getting to Bink. "Do you understand?" But he shrugged. "Do you mind if I accomany you a while?""
James Binks-Rakosi furrowed his brow. He wasn't used to the gesture so on his face it looked weird. "...I can think if that is what you mean." he sighed and held at his chest, " But yes, I understand you not wanting to depend on Jehan. I.. I don't really trust him right now either. I.. I am still trying to figure out if I can."
Remiel Labou: "Nodded. "I know you can think Bink, its the wether you choose to act on it or not that I worry about, but that is not what I was implying." Slowly he lifted his hand for Bink to take if he wanted. "I do not trust him either...I..He loves you Bink...but what I do not know..is if he loves you...or the idea of you and what you do for him.""
James Binks-Rakosi reached out to take remiel hand, his eyes glossing from tears. They were so raw and sore, however, eral tears didn't come and he was thankful for that. "I've been wondering that too. I.. i asked him if it was the me he first met that he loves, or me now... because .. I can't remember that person. he just said he loved me and I was still me. I jsut needed to learn myself again as he did. But.... what if the person I relearn isn't that person?"
Remiel Labou: "Curled his fingers threw Binks and let him lead the way to where ever it was he was going before. He was silent for a while, he hadnt wanted to interupt if there were more. But when Bink finally paused he ran his thumb along the others wrist. "That is paussible Bink. You might not be that exact same person. That doesnt mean anything is wrong with you...sometimes people traveling will act differant in each town they visit. Sometimes people with Amnesia become completely differant people. But...they can still live their lives Bink, still be happy with who they've become. What if the person you were before wasnt happy? You have a chance now, to be happy again, to move forward.""
James Binks-Rakosi frowned abit. He didn't move towards the candy store because he didn't want someone else standing there while he spoke to Miss Maddy about his no call, no shows. What if she wanted to fire him? the thought of that worried him. He sighed finally and look down at their held hands. "...I remember... sometimes feeling sad and upset... and Mr. Chaika would come because Jehan didn't like it when Iwas sad and upset andthen... he'd 'fix' me... so I'd be happy. I don't think I was a happy person before, but now.. sometimes, I'm not a happy person now. I don't get it."
Remiel Labou: ""You had bad things happen to you then...a place and people you couldnt escape. No one likes to feel trapped Bink, that is normal. I have..ideas as to why you are sad now..but Id rather hear your thoughts on them. Why is it, that you think you are sad now?""
James Binks-Rakosi shrugged and lifted his head to look out where the forest would be. "I....I am sad because Jehan hurt me. And he said he never would. He never even raised a finger to do it. He just told me to stay there and give pleasure while he gave pain.... and it was scary, and I didn't like it but he said he wantedto make Mr. Aydryan happy... but I wasn't happy. He said he wanted to make me happy too. Why didn't he? he's a good vampire. they all are. so are you. Only Mr. Chaika is a bad vampire. so why was he behaving like him? ... why was he being a bad vampire..."
Remiel Labou: "Tensed, It was one thing to put together the pieces of what he'd been told. Another to hear it out right. "He had no right Bink. No right to use you like that. You do not have to pleasure anyone you do not wish to, and you certainly do not have to be witness to anothers pain while doing it." HE was disguested and it rolled off his every word. "He is foul for it." Scowling he leaned in to kiss the top of Binks head. "Because he wanted to please Aydrian more in that moment. It had been more important. I can not rationize his stupidity.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled weakly, " I.. I can't either. I tried to talk to him about it.. but... it hurts to look at him. And its bothers me. Jehan's always been there for me. When I feel like this.. he's the one I run to to curl up against to make all the nightmares go, but... he reminds me of them now... so..." he shrugged. "So that why I haven't been sleeping unless I'm told too. I don't like it right now."
"I will never be Jehan, Bink. But I can hold you until you fall asleep if you like, so that you are not alone." He curled around the smaller form and wrapped one arm around him. "I know it hurts to talk to Jehan..but he lives with you, you will see him day in and out. I am not sure how to help except to accompany you while your affraid, to protect you...but I know me Bink...should he say something or do something that upset you...Jehan and I may yet come to blows, and I do not think you need to be witness to such, least of all now. But if hes in the same room as you..you will end up seeing him....I suppose if you wished to talk and not see him...you could use one of...those cell things, or a computer?...maybe leave him notes to find and read in the house? Bits and pieces of how you feel?""
James Binks-Rakosi nodded gently and leaned on remiel and sighed. "I know you're not. You're much more open with your words than Jehan could ever be." he blushed, finding the most light way to say that remiel spoke his mind all too well. "cells things... oh! phones? yeah.. I have my phoen on me.... I just... don't look at him. Jehan never was good at talking to me when I don't look at him so.. its easy to get space. Either that or I put MOn Cher on his shoulder. He hates taht."
Brynt turned his head towards the park hearing the bark "That was Shar.." Yeah he knew Shar's tone.. Brynt would then head towards the park's gates .
Beaux left Rare with an absolutely satisfied and full belly. As he moved down the street between the park and the basketball court, he noted that there was a heck of a crowd. Well...this was a corner...so maybe he'd stake it out tonight and be entertained as well. Dinner and a show. What more could a fella ask for? Oh yeah....customers. He giggled softly to himself and leaned against the low wall.
Remiel Labou: "was semi amused with the thought. "Yes! Phones, those small squares that are smaller then candy bars that you can carry with you and talk on." He frowned soon though. "You can say alot with sayin nothing at all. I think Jehan knows you want space when you dont look at him, or he knows he's hurt you." He snorted. "I dont think Mon Cher cares much for it either.""
James Binks-Rakosi wriggled against Remiel and pouted, "Mon Cher likes it.. she... I think she just knows that I'm upset, that's all. She is very perceptive fora kitty." He shook his head gently and looked down at the floor. "I also... I don't think I liked it when Jehan said he had gotten Miss Zoe for me as a companion. It made it sound like We were both things... you know..? I mean.. Is that wrong to feel taht way?"
Dinah took herself over to the nearby bench, seating herself and placing the red ball down next to her. She rummaged in her bag and took out a well worn paperback, opening it.
Beaux slid down the low wall to sit on the ground. He was comfortable enough, but he was also thinking about his chairs sitting out front of his apartment. He could sit there, have a soda, listen to music and maybe snag some customers as they came and went to the Club or the Hookah bar.
Beaux .... in fact...that was a damn fine idea. He looked to the two across the street, both good looking fellas, but didn't look like John material. And of course..the ones in the park...were already involved. He smiled as he stood back up and meandered on his way home.
Remiel Labou: "Held Bink tighter and gently rocked him. "No Bink...it isnt wrong to feel. He made you feel that, you didnt ask for it. It is why I got angry with him myself in the past...because he would treat me like a thing, like his pet. Jehan...objectifies people. You are not his things, Zoe is not another puppy to keep the first company while the master is away. You are his husband Bink, but that doesnt make you his property.""
James Binks-Rakosi sniffled gently. ".. I .. I'm not sure how else to be." He smiled softly. "I can't even think of places to go here. People... they go places. I don't know them, or what you do at places becaue people.. in bulk.. they terrify me. they all know so much more than I do...and.. and theya re probably all really real people. I'm not. I'm a Bink. That's about it really."
Remiel Labou: "Cracked a grin. "I'll tell you a secret..I dont like people in bulk either...I much prefer store brand." Maybe that would go over Binks head. "I do better one on one. Lots of people can be intimidaiting. I understand that...but Bink, you are a real boy....even if Jehan tries to put strings on you." He thought for a moment. "You like to read right Bink? Libraries might be a good start for you...something..quiet you can do around other people..or maybe go swimming with friends. There are plenty of things to do and people to meet. If you wanted to. And there is a differance, between being a affraid ...and just not wanting to.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled softly, " i went swimming!" he chirped and pointed out where the woods loomed i nteh distance. "Out there! there is a lake that is really cool and pretty with a waterfall and..." His voice faltered and broke off and he suddenly got very quiet. "Mr. Aydyran took me there to swim with him once... and... he had said we'd go every week... but Mr. Aydryan is usually busy... and then... that night..." he lowered his head and shrugged the thought off.
Dinah buries her nose further into her book but she isn't reading it. She catches snatches of conversation from what sounds like a socially awkward guy across the street.
"Do you not want to go with him anymore? Because he didnt stop JEhan from hurting you to please him?" He nipped at an ear tip as Bink grew quiet. "Hm? That lake seems to make you happy....even now, why is that?""
James Binks-Rakosi squeaked loudly and flailed in place. his ear was always a sensitive area. He blushed deeply and try to wriggle to hide his face as thoug hseeing it an blushing were bad. "..wuh-well... matural waters are cool and they make me feel giddy, like the kind of giddy you feel when you spinreally fast in a circle. Like that only without the spin." he chuckled weakly. "it's really odd, but I like natural things."
Dinah chucks her book back into her bag, giving up on any pretense of reading. The red ball followed shortly after. There would be no playing with the dog today, she suspected. She rose from the bench, moving back through the gate and a little closer to the two men talking across the street.
"Like....when you spin?" His head tilted. "I can not say..that I remember such games." He shrugged. "And I do not know much about what you are, but I suppose this natural..nature.....thing must have to do with it." He shuddered. Remi was much more suited to a run way or Newyorks finest then tromping threw the woods. "What does...one...wear?"'"
James Binks-Rakosi looked profoundly confused. To the point that thinking on it would potentially had short circuited his brain. "i.... clothes...?" he looked down at himself and shrugged, " i wear whatever Jehan had put out for me or has bought for me. That is what I wear."
"But....you would...get them dirty." He waved his hands...Binks still in one. "Wait...does Jehan ALWAYS dress you? Have you never....saw something you might like? And asked for it?""
Dinah crosses the street, stopping in front of the two men.
James Binks-Rakosi smiled faintly and bobbled his head. "Yes. OH! Except for that last event at fang Bangers. It was a "Bsmd"event and the last one of those... well.. you saw the outfit Jehan put me in. You were in the Catacombs then in that room with a falls and the comfy seat we slept on." he smield gently to the memory. He had always liked it in tehre, even if Remiel did not. "But I chose our outfits then cause I hated those first ones..." And he grew quiet as He noticed someone was now standing there with him. a someone unknown. BInk's stranger meter went into high alert and there he went scooting to hide in Remiel's chest as best as possible.
"Well, I rather liked those clothes." He tensed as Bink grew still and snuggled closer. He could smell fear all around him. It clung in his nose like cats not wanting a bath...little bastards gripping for dear life. Binks was obviouse he kept his arm tight around him. There was more fear, and he had to look to pinpoint the location...a small boy......boyman? across the street. He staired hard for two long moments before the source of fear...at least Bink was made clear and he gave the woman infront of him a bord look...he wasnt impressed. "Well? What is it you want? We do not cater to hookers." His eyes roamed her body. "Even the higher end models." She'd scared Bink...he was already in a bad mood....she was just stuck with his sass."
Dinah had opened her mouth to introduce herself to the duo, but clamped it shut again as she was addressed so rudely by the taller man that the smaller one was clinging to. "I beg your pardon?" she blurted in an incredulous tone.
Asher glanced across the street feeling someone staring at him and froze, mid step for a half a second, blinking at them all. He recognized the blond.. the other two. Not at all. Then he was ducking his head again and hurrying on to the candy store, he had the usual bags to get after all before groceries.
James Binks-Rakosi blushed as he continued to hide his face into remiel. His words made Bink wince and despite his fearful judgement raise his head juuuuuust enough to peek at the woman. He squeaked, blushed brightly and hide his face again! "She dresses like Jehan when he is playing 'pretend I'm a belle'," He whispered, a sound barely audible to himself, let alone a normal human, and additionally muffled into Remiel's shirt.
"If it looks like a hooker, sways like a hooker..." He started dryly. "Most 'Ladies' wear skirts that cover their crotches. Your skirt does little to hide much of anything. You could go to cross your legs and have a bad Britney spears moment. You have no bra....says the sagging boobs and lack of cleavidge, and, you have on thigh net leggings and hooker heals. What else is one to think, exspecially approached at night on a street cornor?"
Remiel Labou: "PAusing as he sniffed the other fear move...he watched him curiousely..he felt..a vibe..and he knew what it was. "Wait Chaton." He murmered in the others direction, curiouse to see if he were right..but Binks words broke his concentration and he tensed. "Yes..well...Jehan does like his games now doesnt he?""
Dinah turns away and walks down the street, insulted.
Deoridhe is walking down the sidewalk, a spring in her step and hugging Ms. Katty. She pauses when Dinah stalks past, turning and watchign her. Her expression is confused.
Asher 's steps hitched slightly and he didn't know why but he made it into the candy store and was quickly peering through the multi colored chocolates and taffy's. Selecting a few, including his lemon drops he liked, fumbling with his wallet to pay the woman that seemed nice enough behind the register but he had learned that just because someone was nice in the open, they sometimes weren't so nice alone.
James Binks-Rakosi relaxed as Dinah neared and sighed out. He peeled himself from Remiel's side and withdrew his arms to hold imself. "i'm...sorry... people bother me... I... they re all so different and knowing. I... I don't like it, I think."
Deoridhe looks even more confused when Dinah walks back, wearing an entirely different outfit! Blue, this time. She tilts her head slightly, blinking - maybe her apartment was there? But that was a very quick change! She sighs a little, turning back down the sidewalk, though by how she keeps drifting near the road it's clear she's considering dashing across to the park. She slows when she hears Bink's voice, stops when she hears Remiel's, and starts tracking the cars - waiting for a chance to jaywalk, distracted again when Dinah almost seems to run around Bink and Remiel to stand on the other side of them. How... strange. Her feet lag as she stares at all of this odd behavior.
"Not everyone knows everything Bink, most people know a little, and they know more by learning each day." And because he could, he turned his nose up. "I for one, know a great deal." He didnt know EVERYTHING but he could leave that out. "Do not fret Bink, you are safe." He was also...interested in the runt man that had paused to his calling...if he saw him again....he would need to draw him closer."
Asher paid and grabbed his bag of bags of candy and peered out the door a second before he was pulling out his phone and slipping back outside, heading toward the grocery store and Uptown. He kept his head ducked low and phone in one hand, bag in the other, vivid blue eyes darting everywhere while he walked, his shoulders were even slumped making himself appear even smaller than he actually was.
James Binks-Rakosi smiled fonsly to that and giggled, "you do, Remiel! You know all these wonderful stories and foods and phrases!" It was a giggly type of admiration he held for the vampire. "You even talk more than most other vampires!" He blinked as he noted Remiel's attention drifting and he turned to eye... people. He paled a bit and scooted back into the fencing to huddle. "I think.. i should go. You seem better apt here... and I... I think I should go now..."
Tobias Bailey puffed out his cheeks like an agry child as he spotted Ash ahead, picking up his pace into a run with both arms held out behind him, leaning into the wind. How was he supposed to keep an eye on the cheetah if the cheetah was already out of the house when he woke up?!
Deoridhe makes a disgruntled noise as the trafic stays steady enough along the road to prevent an easy cross. Finally, she takes a deep breath. No reason she can't walk by them to the corner - no reason there should be any problem. And so she starts forward again, keeping wary eyes on Remiel and Dinah both - the former was a known threat, and the latter was acting so oddly!
Remiel Labou: "Gave a smug look and granted Bink a small kiss on the lips for his words and giddyness. "And yes. I say alot more then Hi and do alot more then frumpitty frump and cross my arms." He could do both at once! With Binks soon odd behavior again he nuzzled the man and let him go. "You are welcome to leave if you wish, but you do not have to. Just make sure to stay safe hm? And use that cell thing if you need it." His eyes narrowed....body tensed some as he glanced over his shoulder. "Why..its the little blonde woman with wings.""
Celestial Lunasea smiled and nodded to the small group as she passed, headed to go get some ice cream on h er way home. "Evening" she said soflty, passing by, not wishing to interrupt them too much.
James Binks-Rakosi shook his head, " ... no.. its not that.. I just... feel in your way. I'm in everyone's way when I don't know what to do... like now." He laughed nervously. This trying to live a day completely on his own whim was challenging him to his max it seemed. He rocked and bobbled against the fencing and still only at the mention of MIss Zoe's arrival. He tensed again. He wasn't sure if he was ready to hande her yet. Then again He wasn't even sure of standing at this point.
Deoridhe takes a deep breath, tensing when Remiel notices her. It is very hard for her to keep her breathing even, to keep from freezing. "Good evening," she says, her voice as polite as she can manage when her heart is trying to thump it's way out of her chest, "Remiel. Bink." She slips by against the fence, not looking at either of them, and heads for the corner with a stilted, polite, "Have a good evening." Every second her back is to Remiel, she's trying desperately to not imagine him attacking her. Celestial's passage barely catches her attention. She swallows hard when she pauses on the corner, waiting for the necessary pause in traffic.
"Do not be foolish, you are not in my way. I was merely enjoying your company and listening to our conversation. If you are unsure of what to do, you can make a list, close your eyes and POINT and then do that thing, it might be fun, you could turn it into a game for yourself. Or you could improvise, walk until you see something you like. Maybe the candy store, or the video store?"
As Deo passes, he watches her with a careful gaze. "If I were you, little lady, I would avoid Jehan for a while, and that...is for YOUR bennefit" He tells her."
James Binks-Rakosi kept tensed as Deoridhe passed and cleared his throat. "heh-eh-eheh-eh... hi." He smiled weakly at her then gripped back on the wiring outlining. It didn't burn, for for that he was grateful. That was all he needed. Iron rashes. "I work at teh candy store... worked... I think.. I don't know. I haven't been to work in a week..."
Deoridhe stiffens a bit more, mind whirling with... what does he mean? What could he mean? The main effect on her voice is to make it even tenser - slightly higher; it's taking all of her efforts to not run screaming. "Thank you." She pauses; she doesn't want to interfere, but... "I told the Lady who runs it that you were sick, Bink. She's expecting you back when you feel better." And like a gift from the gods, the break in traffic occurs and she hurries across - not running, but close.
"She...is a strange one." Or did strangers often do such things for those they didnt know? "Bink..did you tell her your scedual?" Yep, more of his noseyness. "I can go with you if you'd like to check. Or if you want to be alone I can head to the half way house for some of my Daifuku and cider." To him it was like...a Straight Whisky and ciggar!"
James Binks-Rakosi looked down, " no... jehan called her the other day and told her the truth... that we were having... problems." he smiled faintly. "Miss maddy knows Jenna who heads th triple D service and so she and the masters are close.... but she was annoyed a little after taht call.. cause I hadn't spoken to her, but everyone else had.. I.. I just couldn't will myself to get out of bed. I was too busy trying to fade away. It didn't work so well though. Now eventually I'll have to speak with her... I guess..."
Deoridhe takes a deep, shuddering breath once she's across the street. Rationally, she knows he could chase her and she couldn't get away, but emotionally having all those cars between them was a blessing. She pauses again, waiting for a break in traffic before hurrying across and making her way to Fangbangers. She had fucking /earned/ a chocolate martini!
"To fade away?" He asked it in a question but didnt need the answer. "Bink..would you like to go to the steak house with me? I can not eat, but I wasnt sure if you had yet...and it might be cooler for you inside?" HE pat at golden locks. "Life can hurt Bink.." He turned his face to grant Bink ample sight of that fadded out eye. The city lights giving it an off colored glow. "But Death can hurt even more...worse even..dieing..doesnt make the pain go away...it doesnt make it easier." A hand went to Binks chest over his heart. "Keep this...let it beat..""
James Binks-Rakosi chuckled in a hurt and almost bitter tone, " I can't feel death like yo uand Jehan do. I'm not human enough. I can't even be a Human servant or anything, even if i wanted." He reached up to rest his hands over Remiel's. " This heart is all I have, and sometimes... I don't even think its realy mine." He cleared his throat, his eyes darting away from remiel off to the distance, "I.. i think I know where you are talking about. It is near Jehan's store. We walked by it a couple of times, and Jehan's pointed it out, but he has never taken me there." He didn't have to say it but it was in the tone of voice he took. Bink didn't go places Jehan didn't take him to first.
"And why would you want to be a human servent?" Hands on his own he squeezed them. "It beats for you Mon Amour...it is yours." He forced his own to beat just a few times. "I would wish for mine to beat on its own again...to live..and to feel, to make someone warm..life is preciouse...even if we can not always see that." After a small smile he dropped his hands. "Oui, it is on the upper district. Have you ever...wanted to see inside of it?" He'd phraze it that way. "We can go see, even if you desire not to eat, we can go inside so you can look around.""
James Binks-Rakosi blinked, "i... I never thought about that. Looking around, I mean. So....ok...?" He ducked his head as he spoke as though questioning if he even said that right. His glamoured ears lowered to the HUman servant question and he blushed. "I... I'm a Pomme. I feed Jehan, but Human Servants.... they share their everything wih their Vamprie Masters. They are bound so close that their hearts and lives become one. I wanted to be Jehan's everything so badly, I wanted to be a Human Servant for him... but I can't be, to anyone. Not Ever. I'm not really human at all. I'm more a fae than anythign else. I.. I glow.. I have glamour.. I apparantly do other things fae like too. I don't really know.. i've never met othr fae. Well.... one, but she didn't have what I had. she had less abilities than me. so I was more fae than she... so... yeah... I can't be a human anything. No matter how I try."
Remiel Labou: "Reached out with both hands to gingerly tease Binks ear tips. His face calm and soothing. "Bink..You are a good man. You do not have to be a human Servent...and with Jehan being....him...would you still that want that? Besides, maybe being Fae you can give him more then a servent, you said you do not know much about them. Maybe next one you meet you can ask about a bonding." He then nodded and offered an elbow. "Then let us go.""
James Binks-Rakosi squeaked and flailed to the giger touches. His cheek went bright red too. "Stoooop!" he whined and bounced in place. "That makes me all woogley inside!!" He couldn't help the giggle that escaped his lips. He was still mostly emo, but darnit the ear touches felt 'funny'. Once calm he blinked at Remiel's elbow and touched it, taking it in both his hands to look it over. "Is your lbow ok?" Courtly manners seemed not to be in the know for Bink.
Remiel Labou: "...Laughed....he laughed, and had to poke at red tinged ears. "I think it is...are your ears ok? They seem to be turning colors." Patting those hands he took one and looped it threw his arm. "It's another way to walk with someone you care for.""
James Binks-Rakosi blushed and reached up with his free hand to cup his ears. "They are fine.. its just.. they are so long.. they are really sensitive..." He giggled gently andwiggled the arm in remiel's briefly. "huh... it is? Jehan always walks with his arms around me...I just.. thoguht that was how one walked with another."
"We could do that too if you prefer, but there are usually more then just one way to do just about everything." Shaking it head he led the way. "So I see." He smirked about the ears. "It would seem...those are your...spot." He paused some as he felt it again, that familure tingle. Glancing about he spotted the SAME little runtman. His head canted...stilled with the rest of him. He had to know.."Little Chaton..." He could feel the energy in him stire, rose up and out like reaching hands, grasping, pulling and enveloping tightly. "Come see me little one." He told the boy across the street. "I have a few questions for you." Of course...he was still being him and completely ignoring yet another half dressed female...well. God PLEASE let it be a female."
James Binks-Rakosi looked confused to Remiel's joy of his ear zone, " ...my spot? But Remiel.. I don't have spots..." His glamoured ears perked up and his skin tingled. He couldn't tell what was being done or how, but Bink lived with enoug hvampries to know when something metaphysical was up. he pulled his arm back quickly from remiel and scooted back a bit wide eyed. He didn't know many vampiric powes, but all of them... were hurtful in some way.
Tobias Bailey blinks as Ash fails to pass off one of the grocery bags, catching up with him easily and playfully nudging at his elbow with his own. "What's wrong with that?" He flashed the cheetah such a disarming grin as he waggled his brows, though when he glances across the street the swans iced aqua eyes follow. Both hands shot up to wave above his head like CRAZY as he spotted Bink, 'HEEEEY! SHOOZ MAN!" Wait. He froze as an odd tingle danced across his skin and set his swan on edge, dropping his arms back to his side and moving to link an arm instantly with Ashers as his swan drifted slowly around the pair of runts uneasily.
Asher had just passed the gates when he felt something and swallowed hard stopping in his tracks. He was staring at the ground then slowly his eyes widened and rose up, his body tugged by Tobs but didn't move, eyes focusing on the man across the street oblivious all of a sudden to most things but him. "Tobias...?" He didn't know what was wrong or going on but his feet started moving on their own, across the street without looking either way! (roll just for shits and SAFE!) He stopped far too close for his liking, ice pop forgotten but still clamped between his lips and grocery bags still hanging from him and clung to tighter than they probably should.
"A spot...that makes you feel good." He nudged at Binks legs. "Makes whats between them feel good." But he was focusing across the street still even while talking. He could feel Bink pull back but he didnt look. "It is alright Bink. I am not hurting, I am merely...curiouse to something." He pulled him closer, tighter. "Now..those look heavy...would you place the bags on the ground? I think that would give your arms a rest and answer one of the questions I had for you.""
James Binks-Rakosi stepped back towards the fencing as best he could and sniffled. He didn't like it, painful or not. He tried to put on his brave face but it wasn't working. All he knew was the feeling and the sound of his voice as Remiel made commands of these strangers. He cringed and closed his eyes tight, trying to think of happier thoughts, but he still struggled waking up in at all... happy was hard to come by.
Tobias Bailey narrowed his eyes as he let himself be dragged along rather than let go of Asher, painted lips peeling back as a very -avian- hiss seeped past his lips. A fluid roll of his left shoulder would slip the joint and allow his arm to bend in ways that it shouldn't, reaching around behind him to slip Asher's cell phone from him. "Back off, gigantor..." he muttered, flipping the phone open as an icy sheen crept over his eyes. His swan flared defensively, and the pigtail'd skirt-wearer turned to the side to attempt to step in between Ash and Remiel.
Asher was breathing hard and close to panicking, the ice pop wrapper clenched tightly between his teeth when Tobs grabbed his phone. But he was doing what he was told, bending over and setting the paper bag on the ground, slipping the other bag off his arm then standing and trying not to look up at him, focusing fear stricken eyes on the other one cowering against the fence. "Run." It was what he wanted to do, the muscles in his legs already tensing for action that they couldn't do.
"Its alright Bink. He is fine. Do you remember, when you talked about a human servent? Well in my line, we can have what is known as 'An animal to call'." He watched the young mans face with the bag. "We can also bond to a were that is of our animal, an animal servent if you will. I felt this young ones energy earlier, I wanted to test if what I felt was accuraite...it would seem, I was right." He blinked at....the school girl with a man voice? OMG! "...." He wasnt touching that one with a ten foot pole...newp newp. "You can tell me little one, if I am hurting you. I just had to see for myself.." He paused...and swallowed a small lump in his throat...his voice a bit higher then normal. "I have not..met another...in a very long time." His hand reached on its own towards Ashers hair. "I will let you go...I just...wanted to see...if you were real.""
Tobias Bailey slapped at the hand as it reached out to touch Ash, both dove-pale hands flailing at the encroaching limb, phone and all, as he hissed again. "I -said- back -OFF-. NO touchy! He is -very much- already taken, and his boyfriend's gonna kick your ass." Nod.
James Binks-Rakosi cried silently as he sank to the ground. he sat and hugged his legs tightly, burying his head into his knees. "...human...ser-ser-ser-servants.... choose their final mark... they choose it themselves... they choose..." He was shuddering so bad he couldn't speak anymore. was it always the same.... the powers... was it alwas just to control and use... to strip of the will the mind.... was it... all there was...? His cheeks paled and he suddenly felt sick to his stomach. Sick of his thoughts and himself mostly, but he still couldn't voice it aloud.
Asher blinked while the blond ... Bink slid to the ground, his lower lip beginning to quiver. It was just the other night Sensei was telling him how bad and dangerous Vampires were, and here he was. He had been rolled before by one, but this was different. He was hearing what was being said and processing it, or trying to through his panic. "Animal.. servant..." His voice barely a whisper... " to call..." he blinked again his whole body beginning to shake and muscles cramping up and giving out on the option to run. "Sensei... I belong to Sensei." It was louder and clearer, but it helped a little.
Remiel Labou: "Tensed...there was a loud SPLAT as the swans pale hands swatted the vampires forearm. His calm energy had disippaited. His chaotic aura light like gasses flame. It breezed and swirled. Midnight mayhem. His eyes grew to that semi smokey pink...eyes that lit near red on the darkened streets. "Do that again, and I will kill you." He'd have been more....discriptive he didnt know Bink was behind him. "Go on home little one." He turned his head away releasing Asher. "As I said, I merely had...a question, and he answered it without a word." He shook it at Bink. "I am not making him mine...not that..I would have to ask..nor would a human in truth. Vampires can take or give Bink." He glanced over his shoulder. "You are MY animal to call yes, but no, you are not mine." /Yet/ was the thought but he was proud he was able to keep that from his voice or motions. He didnt want a servent..but like a child...he wanted to make someone be his friend...even if he didnt realize it couldnt work that way. "Go on, I am not holding you
James Binks-Rakosi wasn't really responding to any of them. He was focusing on the room feeling and that tightening stiff feeling of gut wrenching within his stomach. It was so much it was making him pant lightly. Days of near constant crying and adrenaline rushes of panic, fear, with ack of proper food and sleep were taking a severe toll on his fragile body. It was the further reminder that he wasn't human. that he was so unlike the rest of the world he knew that his body would reject the world for him. Even the natural glow about him, the one he never noticed there faded a bit. In his small way he wantd to whimper for home.. but... he was still trying to figure out if home was his. He wanted to cry for Jehan.. but he too... jsut didn't know about his own husband anymore. He had... nothing. He had no little hole to run to or sanctuary safe of all the fears. He held his breath then to stop his panting, half wishing that would jsut end the breathing, but mostly because he as jsut tired of being so utterly lost and alone.
Tobias Bailey released another hiss as he backed away from the 'show-off 'sucker', as Fin would've put it, hopefully giving Ash the nudging around he needed to take off in the process. Those painted lips drew into a broad grin as pale skin almost seemed to physically ripple, the pink and black locks shivering and 'bleeding' through with downy white feathers. "You'd have to catch me, first, and you couldn't do that. I don't know who you are or who you -think- you are, but you have a lot to learn still, koumori..." If he could just be sure Ash was safely on his way then he, too, could book it! The swan shifted now, its energy easing into a soothing presence as it settled around Bink, long neck settling around shaking shoulders.
Asher shook his head over and over then suddenly his body jerked as the vampire let his hold on him go and he was dropping to the sidewalk catching himself in a crouch and grabbing at the bags. Then he looked up at Bink, the look on his face and that had him pausing for a second then rummaging around in the packaging at the top of the paper bag, pulling out and orange ice pop and tossing it lightly into Bink's lap. Granted it was probably half melted... but it was still good. This didn't mean Ash was any less panicked either, grabbing the bags he stood again, backing away from the group, eyes wide watching Tobs shifting to one side, "Tobs...Come on!" He didn't want anyone hurt, not over him. Not over this.
Remiel Labou: "Snorted, he knew this other...thing wasnt human. He could feel the energy. WHAT he was, was still unknown...which suited him just fine. He didnt really care. "Dont you have a client to get to little man? I said be gone, go on, Bzzzt!" And he fluttered his hand at the swan as if he were an insignificant thing. Because he was. "Bink?" He watched the other offer him a pop and said nothing of it. He crouched by Binks side...careful NOT to touch the ground and murmered close to his ear. "I asked him across the street to stand with us, that is all..see? He is fine and offering sweets. All is well Mon Amour..." He offered his elbow again ."We can still go to the stake house...they can go home. All is well.""
James Binks-Rakosi stomach lurched as his world kept unevenly spinning. his body tensed for a moment to th strange energy touching him it wanted to be defensive and protective, but he was so young himself... he didn't know how to do so. It was rough to learn about yourself when you were the only one of your kind you knew. His own energies calmed though when they subconsciously recognized Tobs for what he was: Swan. Bink himself wouldn't know the difference, but the power of the Fae knew a Swan. of all the shifters, they were the closest to the Fae and the most gentle on his nerves. His body latched onto that energy as though it needed it to survive and he physically rolled sideways to lean the whole of his body into the fencing for..support? control? it was hard to tell by looking at him. He gasped for the air he'd been holding and tried to lift his head to Remiel. he chewed on his lower lip on the already tender and abused flesh. ".. i....well..." He didn't know what to do or say. he still wasn't sure he could see straight.
Tobias Bailey blinked once as his grin faded, head tilting off to one side and completely ignoring all the shaky-hand motions that brought the word 'fop' to his feathery head. He snorted at 'Gigantor' and turned to stalk away, chattering away to himself. "Kono kuso-ttare! Dame-dayo!" And a few more...choice wordings, those blindingly whie feathers sort of..melting back into real hair. His swan would linger with Bink until he was out of sight, then gently draw away and soar to catch up with Tobs.
Asher didn't start moving to cross the street until he saw Tobs following, looking over his shoulder and narrowly missing someone on the , well side of the street, no sidewalk, then crossed to the other side "Sorry !" To the one he almost bumped (Jehan if he's actually here lol) he was whispering to Tobs quickly "Don't call him that!" As soon as they were supposedly out of hearing range, ut Asher wasn't so sure about how far vampires could hear.
Jehan moved from the club . He still had the taste of chocolate on his lips but it was more a thought from such a simple comment that sounded in his head, ' isn't it necessary sometimes for ... people like you to /be/ cruel, even if you don't want to be?' she had said... but the opposite was also true. It was not a lite to be kind it was not denying who and what he was it was..." thoughts trailed off as he rounded to corner heading towards 'home' A blink given tot he small crowd there and it would ahve been ignored if it were not for the crouched figure he saw there in the midst of them . He barely paid any attention tothe one that nearly ran into him though he did mutter something vaguely apologetic on his own end before he zipped across the road calling softly ,"Bink?!
Remiel Labou: "Snorted at the...white thing...He let the others go. Right now he had a very upset about to pass out half fae. "Bink..I'm going to sit you up..." And he did, propping Bink back against his body. "Do you want the steak house, or do you home? Or the half way house I use from time to time?" But a sharp 'Bink' got his attention and he was instantly rolling his eyes. "Now might not be best Jehan.""
James Binks-Rakosi smiled weakly and leaned on remiel, clinging a bit as he shook his head. "...my.. I... my tummy hurts.... I want to go...." Jehan's voice rang out and that tension came back. he whimpered and strained to stand himself up like nothing was wrong. It didn't work so great, but he was determined. "jehan... heyla.. I'm fine... don't worry...."
Jehan reached out to Bink without even paying attention to Remiel's comment. BUti tiw as Bink's actions that made him stop himself and pull back his hands and stop himelsf. Voice was quiet as he stood there," Can I not care? can I not still ahve some good and worry and love ? " fingers curled into fists and it was then he looked up at Remiel with all his own pain in his eyes for jsut the flash of a moment and then he turned away , " Of course you are fine Bink . why wouldn't you be . Will ...see you later then .
Remiel Labou: "Wrapped an arm around Binks waist this time...it would be easier to help keep him up. "Jehan, only Bink can forgive you for what you've done to him.. You dont want my oppinion." He nuzzled the side of the Blonde mans neck. "Maybe I dont want to hear it either." He mumbled. "Now.." He restated. "Bink, if your tummy hurts, laying down will help...lets go find you a bed hm?""
James Binks-Rakosi whined gently as Jehan turned to leave. oh.. his stomach lurched again but he tried to reach out to him : waaay... wuh... wait!" he tried to say. He burped then and he felt the cold sliver trickle down his spin adn the rather of cold air touch his cheeks and forehead. "oh no..." He panicked and bucked agaisnt remiel's hold, usign the force of that rsh to pull free and crash right into the meshing fenceway. he tumbled to his hands and knees and thankfull away from the pristine one, he vomitted on the cement.
Jehan started to move down that street but shoulders stiffened at the tone and he turned back with that glow rising to his eyes agin and began in a voice thick with the brough" Nà féidir liom cúram cad ba mhaith leat ..." then Bink went down and that was the entirety of his focus now . He had been with him through far worse messes that would not keep him away as he moved to crouch at his side moving a very cold hand to the back of Bink's neck ," Easy thea A Ghrá I be hea. s'ok..breathe softly
Brynt stepped out of the park and let blue eyes play over the street. Turning he looked over towards the bar but was feeling more like a walk rather than heading back there.. though he did wonder what was going on across the street. So rather than moving off right away he waited and watched for the moment.
Remiel Labou: "Gave a sharp look sideways up at Jehan. "Did you plan to 'help' again?" He gave an angry unsteady growl and positioned himself half way between the two. "We will not make things better if we do this, but you need to give some space." He turned slowly, and rubbed his hand in circles on Binks back. "Bink..would you prefer I carry you? You will not have to stand.""
James Binks-Rakosi coughed and tried to calm his breathing to the cold hands on his neck and Back. It was a small blessing for Vampires.. to have cold hand.. and lack og upchuck reflex. Bink did lurch forward and vomit again, though not as deeply as the first. His body jstu wanted to be sure all was gone before shuddering and slumping. It was an odd slump. he didn't want to slump forward into pukiness, nor did he want to slump back. If he hit into one vampire the other would snipe, so he tried to slump DOWN and it didn't work. "No.... I mean.. yes.. i mean...uuuhhhnn..." He cradled his head and sniffled. This was a nightmare and he hadn't even fallen asleep yet.
Jehan waited a moment at the least until Bink's reflexes calmed but he did not ask more other than to keep murmurring softly to him in gaelic as he pet and brushed his hair back from his face. Then pretty much just ignoring Remiel's proximity he scooped Bink up and started towards the entrance to the catacombs. " It's ok Bink. We have dealtwith similar before . Just getting you somewhere quiet.
Brynt blinked abit seeing that one.. the closest seemed to be sick.. brows furrowed some and he chewed lightly upon his lower lip. He couldn't hear what was being said though he thought for a second then carefully crossed the street after first checking for traffic. "Ah.. pardon me.. but.. is everything ok?" There was genuine concern in his voice.. Luckly as he drew closer and spied the vomit he was able to avoid the desire to gag himself. Final stages of cancer was much worse than this... " Why not bring him over to the bar.. some selser water and a clean up.. " Though there was the flicker of worry that Bink would puke on the floor.. But he'd already gotten worse off those floors...
Remiel Labou: "Balked at Jehan picking up Bink. "Didnt 'I' just offer to carry him hm?" He felt about ready to snatch Bink right out of the tyrants hands. Until there was the stupid human. "Ahh...you again. I've descided your stupid. Do things LOOK ok to you? And do you not see two vampires lending him a hand? Humans...such moronic creatures." He paused by the entrance to the Cats with Bink and Jehan....and Froze. "....." Damn Redhead!"
" ....i want to be human...." he managed to whimper in response to it all. It was strange for one that looked so.. human? He was sick. His glamour was fading fast. first to go was the eyes. tri-color eyes hazily looked up at Jehan. "...Remiel.... he comes tooo..." it was the weakest command ever given, but Bink wasn't in a real talkative mood, the ear glamour slipping, visable long sagging ears flopped miserably as he lay limply in Jehan's arms. He just wanted to curl up on someone....
Jehan looked up to Brynt but not quite seeing him for a few of bink's heartbeats but then he offered a small smile to him and a shake of head," He is not now but will be fine. We have faced worse things. He jsut needs rest. Real rest." he did faintly sigh as he looked to Remiel. " we were human once and Bink still is partially . Without them we would cease. please. show some peace at the least for Bink's sake" he looked back down to Bink as he made his demand and looked back up to Remiel ." even sick ..he can still have sympathy ..can you Remiel?
Brynt sighed some. "Look.. calling me stupid won't help him. I am simply trying to offer help and it's right there.. On the corner. I work there. As for your being vampires.." A quick swallow though his eyes never left the sick one. "Whatever.. That doesn't matter now but aparently he does.. " Then sighed as they were headed somewhere.. Looking over to the bar again he sighed again. "What is it with everyone being so.. well.. arogant? I just wanted to help" His voice was lowered and he would start heading for the bar now. Calling back over his shoulder "Goodluck."
Remiel Labou: "Turned his nose up. "Fine then HE is just a moronic creature. ;Is everything ok?' Surely." He scoffed at the other vampire. "Oh....like you have?" Gritting his teeth , and fangs, he tried something he hadnt done in quite some time....he tried to behave. He DID want to go with them..Bink needed him. He could shut up for ten minutes to get inside...and if Jehan shaved his head bald and diced himinto little pieces while he was out of it he'd haunt him...he didnt know of Vamps could haunt in a redeath but he would manage. "He has far more then you." Ok NOW he was done...he did have that tendency to want the last word. "Lets just go.""
James Binks-Rakosi reached out to paw at jehan's shoulder, but he was so disoriented, he was swatting JEhan's face. "Slower...walk slow...slower.... room spinning!" They were even moving. Preternatural speed wouldn't be an issue for him. He was out of it already.
Jehan just looked back to Bink and studied his face despite the face pawing then gave a small smile and raised free hand to caress Bink's cheek as he sought to catch his gaze and push at him with the faintest touch of his power," Rest dear. let me get us home ." Once Bink was out he turned that same glowing look upon Remiel to push that power at him too. it wasnt so much a rolling jsut the power gifted by being brought up to be the temoine and all that he had been before coming here . He had been gentle with Bink..maybe not as much with Remiel.but it could have been worse. He caught the other vampire as he fell and grunted softly as he moved into the dark corridors" I have far more sympathy that you will ever know Remiel," he had been told to control him or destroy him..but Remiel would never know that .